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So yeah...

I'm at work...getting paid american tax dollars to do what? Sit around, listen to:

[*Kill Hannah : Crazy Angel*]

and post blogs such as this. I should be home working towards my career, going to shows, photographing bands live, touring the country, getting the Massacre Boys PR gear set up, guerrilla marketing my niches, meeting people, going out to the bookstore just to sit and take pictures of birds and coffee cups, skateboarding the streets, getting my tattoos, et cetera et cetera

but I wait here for another month or so and rehearse for missions that will never, ever happen. I am ecstatic that I got my DSLR yesterday because now I will be doing something worthwhile - establishing a portfolio of sorts.

I don't know, it makes me kinda perturbed to know that I am wasting my time. I'm getting paid, sure, but is it really worth it in the end?

Questions questions questions...

remember: my aim is refusedneverdied

I'm on it, bored because of how useless my job seems today... rock on ...