xias

So i will definitely not drink a red bull at 7pm ever ever again. It's definitely almost five in the morning and I have yet to sleep! But I did get a lot of things done though.

I had my brother in Florida go check out this commercial van for a potential purchase. He said it was good, so I just bought a van to be used for:\

1.) Transporting all of my belongings, musical equipment, motorcycle, etc. to Maryland when I get home
2.) To be used as the touring vehicle when my band has shows
3.) General Transportation
4.) if I ever have no place to live, I have a van lol
5.) I can think of other reasons, just not at the moment.

So now I am on to bigger and better things. The other really life-fulfilling thing I did today was write a handwritten letter to someone. Definitely the first time for this and I hope it makes them happy. Ever since I have donated to causes I think are good, I have been in a better mood I guess.

There are still many, many shit things going on in my mind though that need to be addressed though such as:

1.) My future, i.e. school, a good paying job after this deployment, my useless debt that has luckily stopped growing, but can I pay it off?
2.) Why being in this country is a waste of time.
3.) Who I am?

I will continue to push forward and be as optimistic as possible, my happy thoughts of the day were that my birthday is in a week and that my brother has really grown up.

What do I want for my birthday? It's would be nice to have a day off, but that won't happen. so I'm not really to sure. 23 is basically going to be the most pivitol year of my life. With the Massacre Boys hopefully getting off the ground, my promotional career making an attempt to start, and the whole moving to a whole new city thing going on, I hope everything fairs well.

Red Bull makes me so introspective...

I'm thinking that it might be the whole no-sleep thing though.

Chao,

Xias