xhighonlifex

A year ago to this date, I had one girl on my mind. She was everything I wanted and everything I had for those few months together, but she has moved on. My memories with her were mostly happy and small amount of bad memories weren't really that bad. I was jealous of her boyfriend and had wished I did everything to hold on to her. Fast forward one year to today. I remembered something I posted on FB last year that said, "I can't stop thinking of her..." Now, I don't even think of her.

All I think of is the girl I'll eventually meet. Not the girl that every dude wants at work or the hot spin class instructor every dude at the gym is jocking to get with, but that one special girl that will take my breath away. I want to move on and find EVE. Find that one perfect girl who doesn't have to go out to a club every weekend just to have fun but instead wants to stay in for the night, maybe play a rousing game of Arkham Horror with some friends, or watch some movies together on the couch and end the night with cuddling. Even if I could have one night like that again, I'd be happy. Here's to another year in search of EVE. She's out there somewhere... Faith is all I got left....

Just had to get that out.