I want to say "thank you" for always being the honest person you chose to be
For accepting me into your world since 2004 and never being opposed to me
I know I'm not the only one to hurt deep inside or have been struck by tragedy
Yet you welcome me with open arms even when your arms have grown tired and heavy
There are many things that differentiate us from language barriers to long distance
Still you answer your phone when I call no matter the time of day or situational instance
Some of you have grown close enough that I call you my best friend or even family
I could only imagine the amount of invites I would send if I ever found a woman to marry
You're beautiful, whether your hair is auburn, blue, or a collective rainbow array
Whenever you smile, it feels like you brought the sun with you on that very day
Clean canvas or so much ink your forgot the color of your own natural skin
It's still easy to look beyond the judgement and see the true colors within
The world is harsh sometimes and negativity will be spread by closed-minded fools
But remember the power to rise is inside of your heart, you have the tools
You have shown me over and over and over again why it's so important to give
You changed my mind when I disguised my pain and gave up any reason to live
I say "thank you", but that will never feel good enough even through humbled acceptance
And yet still there are so many days you surprise me with more kind words and remembrance
"I love you" is a truth more apropos to the gifts we have continuously given forth and back
I've tried to count how many times you've shown me kindness but I admit I've lost track
It's an honor to know you and a pleasure to feel the warmth that you offer sincere
Sometimes it's so much I feel drunk like I drank one too many a beer
I'm here today because I found a community that accepts me as a sheep shaded black
When I stumble and make mistakes your hand remains outstretched to bring me back
There are too few words across any language that could properly state truth and convey
The way all of you have made me feel from day to day to day
Thank you, truly. Every set I've ever had the honor/pleasure to comment on, the conversations we've shared in public or through more personal means, and the love that sometimes appears silent though it still crosses long distances are all reasons I love you. It still amazes me how many amazing women (and men) there are actually residing on this planet despite the many trials and tribulations that lead me to believe otherwise. Yet here we are with my flirtatious words of admiration and nervous grin while you accept me and my every fault without question.
I am honored by the fact that I was in the spotlight with two of my brothers, Kungfury and OJtheViking, in a recent e-mail blast from SGHQ. I am constantly pinching myself over the recognition I have received from models, photographers, and members alike over the years. I am a simple person attempting to read these creatively concocted sets that hit member review every few hours and humbly spill out verbal translations from the perfectly painted creative energies behind every single one. I try to remain as friendly and goofy over blog posts and even sexy selfies. We're all friends, right?!
If I could give each of you an endless hug and a right little snog (kiss), I would do it right this instant. I would, of course, ask permission from you and the mister or missus that already has your heart. If there's no one currently sharing the same rhythmic pulse, well, don't be alarmed if I stand a little closer and see if I can match the beat. I don't know how to dance and I'm a little out of practice with romance, but I always love a girl that smiles and can find happiness within herself. Don't be shy. I don't bite... much. 😂
Remember, if any of you ever need anything, for yourself or a friend, please don't hesitate to reach out and ask. There are many people within this massive list willing to share a conversation or digital hug whenever times are tough or enjoy a laugh together when you have great news. I am not always active here due to some situations that have arisen from time to time recently, but I will always be available to talk whether it's as simple as set ideas or something deeper and more personal that you prefer remains private. I strive to give proper recognition to all the hard work that goes into the modeling sets we all come to enjoy on a regular basis, but no matter what side of the photo shoots we find ourselves we will always have some situation in life that requires an extra hug or even a few extra words to get our hearts back on track. I want to continue to see smiles and will offer a little light to anyone in need. I joined the site to help find myself, but I stayed to become a better friend to anyone looking for one when they need it most. 💖
Sorry for the massive list, but here goes (most) of the people that have shown me love in one form or another over the past 15 years:
@420_chef_lt @raisie @a_popenko @abbeyso @abbym @abbyshigh @absol @acami @acrux @acsebo @acuarian @adastra @adeli @aditi_ @adkc @admiralbeanbabe @aelin @aemelia @aeterna @afrodite @agatha @aglaope @ajilee @akril @alenagzhel @alerose @alexabstract @alexander_magnus @alexxdarko @alicebong @alicesin @alisong @alissa @alkaline @allis @almendra @aloy @alphaze @alteaaetla @alterkate @alyssa @amandaellen @amberlynnrose @amerikat @amia @amirose @amortentia @amy @amyra @ananna_trix @anas @anavoig @anclefairy @andgie @andrealaz @andrealynn @angelgore @angellima @angiewa @anjave @annabatman @annoir @anoukevil @antiverse @apollo @apolly @april_divine @aprilblaze @arachnie @ariel @ariella @arifont @arinmay @arkhaam @armani @arriane @ashena @astargoth @asxna @atlanticlungs @atomic @aurorah @aurralee @autumnsky @avecalluna @aviana @avina @avrora @axelreign @ayah @aymel @aymi @azalea @azarath @azucar @azulcielo @azzyy @babilina @bae @baileyz @bambifx @bane_vader @barbs @barkmantis @beckah @beecky @berger_ @betzyblack @biahink @biancab @bigblue78 @birdi @bitelchusa @bizkit @blaizee @blink @blizzard @blodvy @blooma @blossyblue @blublu @bluedette @bluenicorn @blueunicorn @bobonco @booba @bookcouple @borgia @bourbon @braaa @brea @breca @bretema @bricksie @brisen @britta @brizell @brizelll @bruna @brunam @brypunky @bubsybabey @bud @buddy3338 @bulletjane @cabani @caelyx @caia @calla @cameronstewart @camik @camilla @camille @candytoc @caraphernelia @carlahowe @carolinehellcat @carrina @cartoon @casca @casiopea @catarina @catb @catcharlotte @caughtfiresg @caustix @ceres @ceriz @cersei @chalk @channy @chef @cherany @cherryany @cheshi @chi_ @chiyosa @chloee @chloemai @chroi @churtch @ciiri @circa @clair @claudiaf @clem @cleodora @clio @coffinskiss @colorfoxx @comet @conrada @coolicio @coralinne @core @cossmic @cripplethreat @crisro @cygnet @daddy @dahl @dahliaray @dainty @damage @dame @damsel @damseldoll @damselfly @dareal @dariianity @darishka @darkmoonmedia @darlingvixen @darryldarko @darthox @dasha @dasirya @dawud @deadguitarist @decklynn @delaney @delmo @deskicio @destiny_ @dfons @dharma @diamant @dianalark @dimaslonik @dinhasun @discordia @dizmay @dizziemisslizzie @dk @dlistsupervillain @doce @dojikko @dollie @dollyd @dominga @dona @doncella @donnawildcard @dorsal @drachen @dragona @drave @dread @drew @dyogenes @eden @effy @eirenne @elaena @eliieweeds @eliona @elisa @elisarose @elizadawn @ellellcee @ellenalvez @ellia @ellie @elliemouse @ellqvist @elmira @elune @eminence @emylie @enchantress @enigmasuicide @enrapture @epiic @epyk @ergwath @erikabrasil_ @erismorn @erloria @espiona @evalareina @evalia @evamoon @evanesco @eveel @eveowl @evevalentine @evoke @exning @eyrien @fae @fay @fayewhyte @fe @feena @fennek @fiby @filicity @fishball @fla @flare04 @fleet @flipside @flowerbomb @flowerstar @floyd @foodone @fortnightphotos @forty @fotobro @foxieheart @foxxy @frags @francy @frani @fransc @fresa @freyahz @freyamae @fromlimbo @frosty @fulmine @fuyuko_fa @gabs @gadget @galda @gatete @geminianastasia @gemmaedwards @gemmaedwardsuk @ghostleeb @gigirouge @ginebra @girlpoweer @gitanna @giuchi @giuno @gladyce @glameow @gleiz @gloom @gnomi @goldie @goose @gpryme @gracieuxlove @graysin @gregmikk @grenadine_rose @gret @gschmelzer @gunflower @gynger @hadid @hadley @haileigh @harmohh @hartlee @harvest @haub @havenwaves @hayley_b @hazee @heatherrann @heiwa @helenarae @helenjade @hellcat @hellen_usagi @helynn @herem @hilo @hiptobes @holden @hollystark @honeybea @hopeiero @howlite @hylia @illowblack @illusion @immeganlive @immutable @indaco @indigo @indismith @inngrin @irana @isas_ @iso @ivory @ivygehenna @ivylina @ivyrose @jacinto2 @jacqueline @jacqui_daniels @jadesolo @jane_jame @janelane @janesinner @jases @jaxy @jayde @jecht @jeeh @jelly @jenin @jennings @jessacat @jessicajoyy____ @jessicalou @jessicalynn @jessicasarah @jessie_d @jessieoops @joseebella @jubileegirl @judde @juhconnie @juju @juliatyki @julieevee @juliju @jupiter @just_sick @kaboommunster @kadito @kaegune @kahlia @kaleria @kalik @kalincamaki @kalita @kaliva @kandyb @kaptaine @karanlit @karinaserpentina @kasha @katharine @katherine @kaydie @kaylarosalie @kemper @keshia @keto_sgh @kettle @kewpie @kezia @khacherry @khachery @kiibaby @killer @killpop @kinich @kinnyaerlin @kinzy @kioui @kithydoll @kittenblue @kittybee @kittyqueen @klinchubs @kmila @konekoya @korie @kpax @kraven @krito @krrren @kungfury @kuroha @kush @kwanon @kyanite @kyla @kzphotography @laceyjane @lady @ladydisturbia @ladyfirefox @lagoona @lahozma @laikaa @larabea @lascaux @latias @laudam @lauretta @lavish @lavish_ @leaf @leandra @leeh @leelou @leemalee @leemonade @leighgabriel @lerahimera @leviathan @lexusjayne @lexxi @licka @lilbaby@puffa @lildolly @liley @lillibayle @lillithvain @lilly @lilyann @lilymai @lilyt @lincoln @liryc @lishablackhurst @little @livay @liya @liyamoris @lizzierose @lliri @lluanamoon @lo_ @lockhart @lollahattori @loop @lord_firefox @lorenablaze @lorettarose @lorii @lorry @lottey @loulux @lounatic @loveless @lovesick @lovia @lowe @loxleyheart @loz829 @lublue @luciloser @lufae @luie @luluralphlauren @lumyoukai @lunablu @lunaraise @lure @luscious @lushlex @lust @luventa @luxes @lynienicole @lyune @lyxzen @machetefly @maddisonmyers @magnea @majora @maleh @malika @mameha @mand @mandajune @mandeelou @manic @manika @manko @manson @margee @mari @mariafox @mariajupiter @maripedrazzi @marisabel @mariselle @marlene @marshmallow @maryberry @maryjaneinmybrain @marythunder @marzipan @matoushka @maud @maya_pink @mayumicorn @mckenzie @mdcsoul @mdt @mecgee @medusaw @meela @megan @mel_z @melamori @melanya @melusine2908 @mercury @mermaidvampire @merryboudoir @mewes @mhere @miacherry @miahblue @miamischievious @mickey @mikey @mila @milagros @milenci @milkydame @mille @milloux @miloszbeardlove @mimo @minuminula @miro @miss_bella_cyanide @missanthropee @missbijou @missfernandez @missjcristina @missmarilyn_ @missnickers @missy @mistress @mistyy @mitska @miyumiyu @momoka @monah @mone @monteluxe @moonchiild @moony @morgainne @morgam @morikat @moriko @mourderousx @mouse @moxy @msilveira @mugen1r @myssa_cat_____ @mysticsoul_xo @naet @nanashin @narsil @naru_blu @nastyaveter @natalia_randle @natari @natashalegeyda @nattestid @nattybohh @naypi @nayru @nebra_ @nebula @nemhain @neptuce @neptune @ness @nessee @neter @niallpatterson @nickstone @niffler @nikita @nilly @ninaserena @ninette @np33di @numa @numbra @nykki @nymphae @oakheart @obsidian @oceana @octaviamay @octokuro @ojtheviking @olga_fotokadr @olgakaluga @olgakulaga @oliviablack @once @onyx @opalrose @orangette @orion @orphic @ozzora @paigerose @paijee @paisleyrayne @paloma @pandanu @panther @paradies @paranoid @paulam @pavlinasg @peachhes @peachysuicide @peacockeyephotog @peneloppe @penny @pennyarcher @peoni @persici @pervypanda @phecda @pheebee @pher @phhoren @phianixx @phoenixrage @pialora @pimenta @pink @pisces @pitmagrin @plum @pocahontas_ @pointman11 @pollyanne @porcelyn @porphyria @poshallen @praesepe @prettyneurotic @princessina @prune @psylo @psypher @psyria_delight @pthalo @puetzografie @pulchra @pulp @purr @qween @r_girardi @radiance_ @raegenhopek @raenie @rainbows @rainelee @rambo @ramen @rancor @raphaelite @ravenna @ravenskarlette @rawna @rayl__ @reallifepirate @rebeccalotus @rebyt @redh @redkaya @redlyme @reed @rehrose @reign @reptyle @reuben @riae @ridmovies @rigel @rika @rileyash @rinji @ripley @robynlee @romany @ronro @ropers71 @rosegalah @rosemo @rouge @rowyn @roxxxy @roxylan @royal @rubie @rubyalexia @rugersantana @runa @runs_with_deer @sacmis_ @saegan @samanta_bunny @samina @sammiii @sarahmoon @sarelle @saria @sarina @sash @sashabrink @satin @saturn @scarletteisley @scribbles @sean @seesaw @sejmet @selenite @serene @shaine @shamandalie @sia_ @sierhaus @silentobjectorx @silhen @silver @silvery @sinamon @sinovuyo @sirena @sirenerouge @sirenn @sithis @sivir @sk0ty @skadhi @skella @ski @sky_barbara @skyy @slim @smashbase @smoky @snowyfeles @sobelle @solita @solsiren @solstice_ @somer @soniico @sophiecoady @sophii @sophoulla @souffle @soulful @soulkiller @sova @squeak @sskkiinn @stanislava @stark @starry @steb @stellanoir @stephanie @stephaniejo @stephr @strawberry @strawberrysiren @suixy @sultry @sunniejones @sunny @sunshine @surreal_ @susu @swann @switch @syduck @sylphaex @synthee @talena @talketna @tallandspooky @tangie @tatycamili @tcha @teecee @teehynes @teenarancore @tethys_ @thaecos @thaiz @thay @theevilcupcak3 @thelabrat @therustycheese @therustycheez @thimble @thimeow @thyone @tink @tommy @torie @torii @torro @tova @toxic @trece @tribe @trinakaye423 @tripodski @trisha @tristyn @tryliaaa @turmalina @turtle @turtlebae @ufcooper @ultima @ultramarie @ultrav @undead @undeadjess @unita @vader @vaega @vagnerassilva @vaire @valera @valkyria @valo @valora @vampyre @vanalizadora @vandoll @vane @vanilla_ @vanp @vapor @vaughn @veelana @veja @velour @venisons @venom @venusaversa @verdgyvi @verrin @vervain @vexaltyn @vexli @victory @vikat @viky @violetrose @vitalina @vladaheidrich @voidna @vykko @vyne @waikiki @waitformetoturnblue @waittoturnblue @wednesdaya @wicked @wilhelmine @willowblack @wilwheaton @wingsweak @witchpoison @writeboy @x_kodama_x @ximo @xoco @xune @yegola @yogi64 @yui @yuko @yulyafox @yuna @yuno @yuyuki @zahir @zakris @zen @zephyr @zirael @zoemarie @zuarash
Rambo & Missy (you're already mixed in that list somewhere)
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