I'm sorry I've been gone and more than inattentive, been dealing with a lot on my mind rather than being inventive. Trapped in a hole that I keep digging myself in too deep, barely to echo a whisper and most of y'all ain't heard a peep. Been praying a lot to hear some sort of solution, rather than wallowing and breathing in this pollution. I'm not a victim but a veteran of this war raging inside my head, rather than giving in and squeezing the trigger until I'm dead. I know the worst of it isn't what washed up on my own shores, that a lot of you shed blood, sweat, and tears from your pores. And I'm sick of it, how so many of your beautiful people can feel this depression, so I hold my hands out to ease the bleeding and offer compression. I know I've been gone and I apologize for the love lost in my absence, but my love for all of you has only grown more since. Don't hesitate to reach out, call, or hit me up when your heart quits, because no matter the time I'll always make sure yours fits.
It's been a while and there's been plenty of stress applying pressure to my chest. I'm still working on the means to eliminate the old and unnecessary to make way for the new. I've been chatting with some of you on the side and it's been wonderful. Even if some of these chats have been serious, I hope you know that's my number one reason to be here. Well, maybe I came by to share some love and meet new people, but friendship and keeping the cogs working in a community that offers shelter to the lost, guidance for those looking to elevate their game, and love for the people that need it most are reasons I continue to stick around. Maybe we've spent only moments in conversation or perhaps we've taken it levels beyond acquaintanceship, but regardless of where you and I stand don't ever forget that my hand remains forever extended.
Sorry for the heavier topic of discussion to start off this post, but most of you know I try to be as apparent and honest as possible with you as both therapy for myself and (hopefully) to let you know I'm always around for a little wisdom and guidance if you find yourself stuck. @gpryme's post was heavy, but something that crossed my own mind recently and I needed my own vent session to let out some of the buildup from the past week.
Before we kick off what will likely be an epic post I wanted to share with you a couple ladies that I thought deserved some attention. They've both been with the site a few years and are truly beautiful women inside and out. I know I don't know them well, unfortunately, but I've come to know them well enough through blogs and friends to develop a deeper admiration and appreciation for them. Allow me to share with you @delmo and @lorry.
@delmo in Persephone's Bloom by @brooklyn
If you haven't been introduced to this lovely lady then you are surely missing out on one of the most fantastic creatures to walk the earth next to the unicorn. Don't try to tell me unicorns aren't real because I've also been following @gloom and @ivylina rather closely. Based on The Wicked and The Divine, this goddess incarnate is more beautiful than I could ever have imagined and features two very lovely sets in MR including her debut, Maenad, which is also a worthy "read." I was not familiar with the comic before seeing this cosplay set, but was very pleased that @nebula introduced me to this lovely lass because that killer smile left me nervously scrawling love letters in the corner when I first delivered my eyes to her Pantheon. Featuring a killer body that any goddess would be jealous to wear while walking this mortal plane and a pair of eyes that light up like stars gone supernova, she's bound to leave you with divine dreams for the nights to follow. Unfortunately, I already delivered my obsessive schoolboy crush musings to her doorstep and still feel a little embarrassed to be so madly in love after letting that smile strum a few heartstrings in just the right chord progression but I'm sure if you gently leave a few sweet notes on her sets and click that heart in the corner then maybe she'll forgive this drooling mess. Although she's never left my daydreams or thoughts, @mariafox gently brought her to my attention again my thoughts have once again been heavily distracted. I doubt you need my encouragement, though I'm sure she'd appreciate the love greatly if you joined #TeamDelmo and #HelpHerTurnPink. I might not have the chance to win her heart, but I'll be damned if I give up the chance to help her win front page!
@lorry in Love Hurts by @kasha
Let me ask you something. Who doesn't love donuts? Whether they're vegan, dosed up with sugar, or whatever the flavor most of us can agree they're a great treat we may indulge in or deny ourselves because we're trying to be "healthy". Either way I know you love them. I indulged in a few dozen when the lovely @akiramai introduced Donut Worry Be Happy (@coolicio) and have been trying to work off my belly fat ever since, but how does one indulge in such a sweet treat and feel any guilt? Oh, maybe for the donuts themselves, but I've never felt guilty indulging in a little @akirama. We'll save that topic for a future blog because this miniature tribute is for the lovely @lorry. I've not had the full honor to really get to know this beautiful woman, but through a bit of conversation with my friend, @silentobjectorx, I've been offered a pretty good idea about the personality behind that smile. Featuring some rather lovely curves that are only matched by that smile lighting up her charming face it's impossible not to indulge a few times in this set as well as her two others, Waiting For You by @doce and Annie On Ice. She's earned 8k followers and follows a number well beyond that (which is rather unheard for any SG or hopeful) she's, obviously, one to share a lot of love to earn so many hearts and give even more of herself. Jinkies! What are you waiting for? @thimeow to drop that upcoming Velma set? She's a sweet treat herself and these calories are sure to fill the heart. She's also been among some of the unfortunate and had her Instagram account kicked, but she's offering a Snapchat Premium so drop by, leave some love, sign up for Snapchat, and let's #HelpHerTurnPink. Also, @lorry, all the love, my dear. I promise I love that heart as much as that booty of yours. 😉💕
@brypunky in Sunset Light by @fishball
@aymi, @fromlimbo, and even @frani had me crushing hardcore over this lovely Brazilian, but after this @fishball treatment I feel like I've died and entered some sort of heaven I far from deserve. She has the curves of a goddess (as expressed in Hera Likes Wine), eyes alight with a fire that can be seen from Mount Olympus, and a smile warm enough to alter the saddest of days better than any antidepressant. She steals the spotlight with consistent front page appearances as she earns SOTDs like an Olympic champion. I can barely form words or proper thoughts as my mind sinks into the sandy beach, the waves gently lapping at my feet as every image of her wraps around the core of my being ever so sweetly. If the sun were ever to highlight a woman that I could proudly love, bathing her in warmth to recharge her battery so that she could share it with the fools lucky enough to be energized in her presence. It might be a fool's errand to try to impress upon a beauty this amazing when she's already awakening next to another, but it doesn't stop me from layering lines of admiration between every stuttered word. Glowing even hotter than the oven in Kitchen Mess and shining brighter than the sun in Hera Likes Wine, these Curly Curves once again have me saying I Want More. If anyone knows the secret to finding a beautiful Brazilian like this that'll have my heart questioning reality then, by all means, tell me!
@angelgore in Angel Dust by @atlanticlungs
Once you inhale this Angel Dust there is no going back. @angelgore first hit me with Baby Shot Me Down and her follow up Sunday Sinner by @milkydame may have been the cause of many confessions in church. It may have required this post to offer up the realization I've missed so many sets by this curvaceous beauty. In fact, have you checked out My Boo or Venus by @kyla? I'm surprised Venus hasn't gone SOTD, but I am fairly impressed and loving on this pink haired dame even more after a deeper journey into the growth of this Melbourne cutie. Sultry, hot, and pretty much every word synonymous with either term I do believe we'll be seeing a lot more of her on the front page. She still has a few that could make it with your help, but I encourage my readers to take a look as far back as her debut and despite the heartache you'll no doubt experience with lustful and admirable thoughts floating around I'm sure you'll feel every moment worthwhile. Take a deep breath, boys and girls, because this journey in only going to get wilder with even more babes and sexiness to follow up these blue eyes.
Pink Octopus by @trisha
One can't expect to drop a smile like this into my pool and not expect me to fall madly in love. @willowblack has curves crafted from pure distilled desire and a smile that may have been chipped from the sun itself. Playfully joining her octopus companion in some pool time fun she's poised to break a few hearts while earning a front page spot with her debut set. The darling @trisha has been making some splashes herself with the cute @leemonade's debut set already reaching 2.6k hearts and the curvy @sacmis_ also providing a few rapid heartbeats as she takes her own dip in the pool. So many lovely ladies and not enough time! Willow has quickly arisen to become one of my favorites causing me to stop by many times to admire that lovely bum, that inspirational smile, and tempting advice noted on her thigh. I doubt anyone needs my encouragement after seeing the image above to drop by and show some love, but will say you'll need a cold shower or proper pool submersion to cool yourself off after exposure. Bring on the smiles and let those eyes light my path because I'm crushing hard on this Brunch Club beauty and I'm ready for a bite. Of brunch. With her. I might be showing a little drool off the corner of my lips, but I do try to keep it respectful. 🤤😅😉💖 #HelpHerTurnPink
@rileyash in Sticky Sweet by @just_sick
@just_sick left me crushing on this darling vixen back in early 2018, but once @dojikko delivered her own amazing SOTD into my sight I was hooked. A truly sweet soul with an amazing smile that cheers me up every time. After seeing this Sticky Sweet set I can't wait for my own birthday to make a wish a or two. Although my first wish couldn't be granted because she's already promised that tender heart to another lucky soul I can always join in with the hopeless romantics wishing for a woman like this to entertain my thoughts and touch my ears with conversation that'll drive me wild. Her sweetest set to date, both literally and figuratively, it's a great follow up worthy of earning her yet another SOTD and I welcome that excuse to revisit this set when that happens. I'm in love with the knee high socks, the cute rainbow panties, and the sugary mess she made with the frosting is but a tease to my sweet tooth. My birthday is coming up in about a month and a half, so maybe we can see this set go front page by then? @rileyash really is one of the sweetest voices that matches her smile perfectly. I could never say enough about the person she is and ever feel like it was on the same level. She leaves me tongue tied with every photo and also every time she shares a piece of her personality. Sticky Sweet is more than a set, it's a playful script highlighting the heart that beats in her chest and the saccharine goodness you'll taste if you step into her kitchen. 💕
@viky in Through The Window by @minuminula
The only way you wouldn't be familiar with the lovely @viky is if you've been living under a rock this entire time. Working with @fishball, @saria, and @r_girardi she's quite familiar with front page appearances and almost steals the show from the likes of lovely babes like my forever favorite @pink, the breath-taking @milloux, the lovely @smoky (featuring a set recently entered into MR herself), Aussie sensation @hylia, and so many more (as seen in Pinkanniversary). If it's not her bum disconnecting your jaw from it's rightful place it's her eyes that will hypnotize you into a walking dream. She's the sensual fire that will wrap your Heart in Velvet and leave you wanting a real peak Through the Window. If you're still here reading my words instead of giving your heart what it really craves then you're missing out so stop reading my silly words and check out what all the commotion is about.
@kinzy in Sweet Tooth by @johngoyer
I've told @kinzy many times that spending time in the kitchen wearing only a bib is pretty dangerous when there are oven and stove tops involved, but she realized the heat was merely light competition. Though we might not be lucky enough to sample her cookies we are treated to a rather sexy kitchen romp and a few smiles along the way. "Kiss the cook" has never been a better suggestion before today and I'd gladly gobble up every morsel to sate my own Sweet Tooth. Stop by for the smiles and maybe she'll share a cookie or two, but stick around for a conversation and you'll realize she's sweeter than any treat that might be baking in the oven. Unfortunately, she probably doesn't bake in the nude so that dream may not be reality, but it doesn't mean you can't still taste a little of that love in her presence.
@melanya in Pleasant Readings by @fotomania
This petite babe holds more beauty than one might expect in such a small frame, but when her lips flash a smile and her eyes gaze with a sweetness that penetrates deep into the heart you'll be breaking up the band for this lovely Yoko Ono (@drew). I'm still hoping to see @mel_z's Bambi (at 3k hearts) and @crisro's Poison (at 2.7k hearts) become SOTD, but I'll gladly drop by for some Pleasant Readings if every word is read in @melanya's voice. Her cute outfit consisting of paper plane panties and an adorable pink top is barely the beginning of this heartache before her equally adorable glass frames turn my direction and hit that nerd spot in my heart just right. The set is a sensual fire sprinkled with some modest shyness as she strips bare to reveal more than what my eyes may be worthy of seeing.
In short she left me breathless, feeling like I was deathless. Like I walk the line of this heaven, lucky number seven. Can't even recall the last time I inhaled air, frozen in a picture frame I stare. Heart pulsating rapid like a drum beat, sweating profusely in her Summer heat. She's a dream born in reality before me, and she's the only thing I ever want to see.
@lagoona in Brainy Smurf by @mel_z
"What do you tell a girl that has curves that are so exotic, has my heart revving like a Lambo at full speed and the music blast loud that it's so hypnotic. Can't tell the different between love, lust, the sky, heaven and surreal poetry flowing. Across an ocean I would cross bare naked just to be in her presence all knowing. Read her eyes like a book, stole her smile like a crook, and now my mind is pacing and racing and leaving me tracing, she got me on this fishhook. She's brainy, don't blame me if I lust so hardcore that I leave myself rainy in tears cuz she slay me. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder but this folder by @mel_z just made my heart bolder. @lagoona, my dear, you're more than these words, more beautiful than clouds and high flying birds. You're a dream of sweet ice cream melted upon the Summer drive in movie screen, already about 5 times that I've seen. That smile get me every time. More valuable than a million dimes. You're crazy, you gave me this baby of words and these rhymes that do haze me." - as I quote from my commentary.
@lagoona is another person that I admire deeply. Upon first sight I slipped out of my chair admiring her luxurious curves and quickly became entranced by her gorgeous green eyes. Ever since I have been stalking her Instagram and SG posts to see all the lovely selfies and allow her smiles to forever inspire me to not only write a few little things here and there but to level up my mood and actually feel happy myself. I know I can say this about many of the fantastic women on the site, but it still amazes me how someone this gorgeous can possibly have time to be so charming and delightful in conversation. It's like asking a bonfire that would make the gods proud to gently warm your cold booty on a winter's night. Despite her imposing and sensational beauty framed with magnificent curves she still finds time to be a caring and conversational soul. It sounds like a stupid stereotype, but many might agree that there are plenty astonishing ladies that haven't once given them the time of day and this particular blue haired Brainy Smurf has given me much more many times over. There are few women with such an elegant shape that could hold my attention above waist and bosom for hours on end, but @lagoona leaves me smiling deep into those green emeralds almost every time. Beautiful, talented, creative, bright. There are so many words that could be used to describe her and this set is a visual legacy that could easily cover most of those terms. I'm honored to be even the smallest fraction of an acquaintance to this woman and I hope the years will be kind and allow me to be even more in turn for the lovely moments she's offered me over the past year.
@camileishom in Freckles by @fromlimbo
Here I am talking about the beautiful curves of ladies like @lagoona, @brypunky, @willowblack, and @lorry only to come across another set of lovely curves that required a few smacks just to be sure this was real life and not just a dream. I've never had a smile drop me to the floor so fast before. Counting every freckle on her beautiful face is like counting stars in the sky. Admiring the way her lips curve perfectly up through each cheek is a study in happiness. Her eyes a chocolate dream, sweet with that melt in your mouth personality. I could stare at her bosom, check out her tattoos, bite my lip over that booty, but the truth is I want a taste of that face. Not just a kiss for a boy with a school kid crush but a full on Oscar Wilde descriptive dream as I gaze on like a deer that's going to graze on Elysium fields. I fell for her curves because I didn't pay attention to my untied shoelaces and now I'm standing up, no breath, my heart playing a love song and I count the freckles like I count the stars in the sky. Every constellation mapped out perfectly upon her endless beauty brightly lit as if it were one shining star but it's not, it's every single one that shines from high above.
@arachnie in Unicorn by @waikiki
Did I not tell you that unicorns were real? @arachnie came into my life much like the first Scott Pilgrim book. Recommended through an Aussie appreciation post by the lovely and sweet @kettle I found my way to many lovely girls down under that had me feeling anything but. Never disappointed by the multitude of personalities that found their way into my reading circle, I immediately fell for the pink-ish hue haired lass that I do believe fit the "unicorn" description of color at the time. Over time that smile inspired a few of my own as well as some musings and proper admiration once I've had the honor of seeing her true self shine as guardian of the truth, justice, and beauty within the halls of SG. Always one to stand up and share "imperfections" as well as fight for the honor of her fellow girls, I forever thought she was a perfect example of what it means to be not just a Suicide Girl but also a human being. I forever reference @silver's tattoo about flaws making perfection, I do believe every little nuance and earned scar in life whether mentally or physically is perfect. It means we've lived. It means we're original and unlike other fellow humans. Differences and grabbing life by the balls and taking a few bruises along the way cultivates us into the inspiration piece or love of someone's life.
I sometimes sound like a broken record when I speak about @arachnie because she is one of a handful that I admire beyond most and appreciate wholeheartedly for everything she has done as mother, friend, and "model" citizen. She's real and happens to be really gorgeous, too. This perfectly pink set properly titled Unicorn is a bit playful, sexy, and hotter than the Australian sun on a Summer day. Surrounded by vibrant hues of blue, green, and pink she still shines fairly bright with a smile that could easily set ablaze a few hearts or dry field so be careful if you dip into her pool if you're not ready for a little heat.
@loulux in Shower Thoughts by @coolicio
I don't want to deprive you of your Aussie fix after mentioning a few within this blog already whether by set or by reference so I thought I would share with you the lovely @loulux. Day Dreaming was a killer cute set and this follow up is poised to make it's way to the front page any time soon as well. If there are any sets on SG that should come with a warning that a cold shower would be required after viewing than this is likely one that should be labeled first. Her curves dance through the water like an ultra sultry version of Flashdance curated strictly for SG. If there was ever a knockout beauty that could make your heart purr like a little kitten, it's this tigress and she's sure to leave you on the floor without swinging a single fist. She's gorgeous, she's hot, She's Australian, and these curves are deadlier than any venomous animal you might find in the Outback. Be careful, mate, my heart has been swelling since first viewing and I don't know if there's a cure. Although, who would want a cure if it meant straying from this dangerous dame? 🤤😍💕
@claudiaf in Iced Water by @fishball
Sorry, I had to bring you back to Brazil with this one because my heart isn't really in Ohio after it moved to Brazil years ago. If only my body followed my heart because the denizens of Sao Paulo (and surrounding countries) are beauties beyond compare. Based on the title, @fishball behind the camera, and her location being listed as the SP, I took note and grabbed a large cup of Iced Water before taking a sip of this fire water. It's not just her spicy curves that motivated me to drink 3 or 4 cups of água gelada. Her amazing ink including the sugar skull and painted face on her thighs are also a fascination of mine. The streak of platinum blonde in her hair fulfilling an almost Rogue-like fantasy. Her eyes a sweet dark mocha hazelnut drizzle upon a pair of stars. Right now I'm distracted by repeat viewings I've all but forgotten to continue posting my thoughts. Iced Water is a valid warning within a title so prepare yourself a cup or two if you've not already seen this set.
Who said black cats were bad luck? The Lucky One (@andrealaz) begs to differ and I find myself asking the question how I could be the next black cat if it means kitty cuddles with a woman of this caliber.
@yuko in Vintage Peach by @darryldarko
If @yuko didn't roll into your heart with Slow Your Roll (@penny) then she's sure to send you into Bohemia (@milloux) with this set. Taking a nod from decades ago, this fun loving peach is bound to smile her way into your heart and leave you giggling with joy. Maybe it's that petite frame and uber cuteness that has me giddy as a gaggle of children, but this adult cutie is the only centerfold I want to open my eyelids to. Playboy has featured some great artists, interesting articles, and hot babes over many decades but once you go Suicide girls you never go back. I admit a crush or two on some lovely ladies that modeled within their pages, but nothing beats a consistent influx of dreamy babes and conversations between models and members. @yuko is a beautiful rose herself as she unfolds her petals and delivers a bright little slice of heaven in her latest entry. This was Valentine's done early, but for the non-commercial lovers out there this was the dozen roses and romantic night that we all dreamed about. Luckily, we can live this day over and over again.
@elerancida in Hot Summer Love by @cersei
Perfectly paired with Avocado Dream by @mel_z this is Sunday Morning in Sunday Best (@tripodski). It may not be Sunday morning by the time I post this blog or by the time you read through it, but this brightly colored set is sure to brighten your evening or dreary day (if you're living in any of the sections in the US being hit by a crazy cold front right now). This curvy beauty is another one that has been a big supporter of my own craft and also so very sweet along with fellow Italian @brisen. You will never hear me offer anything but praise for the talents and beauty of @mel_z and @tripodski (in a shared cuppa and conversation way, my dude 😂) so don't let my jaw-dropping approval of this vibrant set steer you away from either photographer. This set is Summer heat at the hottest point of the year and @elerancida is the bright star scorching every heart in her vicinity. That sultry look in her lovely eyes, the way her lips whisper a gentle breeze, and every splash of red, yellow, and green are perfect reasons this set should be receiving much more love. Everyone wants a sexy friend and this vivacious lady easily hits both notes like a rock star. Tale a sip of that pina colada and join this lovely picnic as it makes it's way to SOTD. #HelpHerTurnPink and see this cute bum on the front page now!
@mariajupiter in Morning Glow by @victory
When she's not looking fantastic in handmade cosplays, @mariajupiter is sure to turn a few heads just walking down local streets. One of my other favorite Aussies, she's as sweet as can be and even more beautiful to gaze upon. Any girl that can look that sexy eating pizza, sling around town like Spider Gwen (@coolicio), and belong only to one Pokemaster as the cutest Cuboner ever is surely going to have a special home in my heart. Inspirationally nerdy and charmingly seductive, every curve another loop in written word and pose a moment in time that that will live on in dreams. I love the cosplays and the interests that shine through every set or selfie (if the costume did not make a set) but I admit I love seeing her in her natural state. Not just nude, but daily MJ as we might see her in the public eye because she's such a beautiful person to look upon and given the opportunity she shines like a bright star behind every word. If I ever made it across the ocean to the land of Aus she would be one of the first I would love to meet in person.
To everyone mentioned within this post, I love you all. I did mean for so much more, but have been on and off my PC for the past 5 hours between meals and other chores that needed doing so I was a bit distracted from keeping any specific flow or thought pattern between sections/sets. I hope it doesn't show. I also hope I didn't make too many grammatical errors as I did not re-read this at all by this point and have some things I must do before night's end so I must close down for the evening. I wish everyone a good night and hope everyone had a lovely weekend.
I wish there were more time in the day because I would love to catch up and make more posts on upcoming sets as well as photographer appreciation posts, but things get crazy in real life and in my head so I'm a bit limited at the moment. I do want to thank a few others like @ropers71 and @kungfury for also helping promote many of these lovely people across the site when they have a little time to spare because they have tons of love to share as well. I've already mentioned a few names in regards to appreciation posts (mixed in above) so here's a second nod. To everyone that reads me, talks to me on Whatsapp, and shares love across the site I want to give a big hug and thank you. You keep me coming back and continue to show me what true love is every day.
To folks like @chroi, @bookcouple, @redkaya, @gnomi (love the WCW posts), @romany, @ohsammiii, @ravenskarlette, @phianixx, @nickstone, and @jubileegirl you've got my heart any time you need it whether it's for a little love or just a simple chat.
If anyone wants/needs to reach me for anything at all, you know where to reach me. I may be between real life and online, but I'll gladly give you my Whatsapp if you want to reach me any time of day. My heart and my ears are always open now and forever.
Love,
Xander
@rambo @missy
