xhavokx

so here is my stupid accident story... i leave early for work yesterday... i am driving through my neighborhood to go get some coffee before i head down to work... there is the one spot a couple streets away from mine that the sun hits in the morning and you can't see anything... so i am driving 15-20mph... because i cannot see... and i know that i was going really slow cause the lady behind me was on my ass... so i was looking on the sides of the street to make sure that there were no parked cars and i was looking for on coming traffic... well i didn't expect to have a flatbed semi with a forklift on the back to be parked in the middle of the street unloading sawd grass.... i didn't even get to hit my brakes... slammed right into him... so the front of my truck is flush with my tires now... i couldn't get out of my truck cause the fender is smashed up into the door... so i turn off my car and hope that my airbags aren't going to deploy and break my nose before my wedding... i get out on the otherside, and the guy that was unloading the forklift comes over and starts yelling at me that he could have been killed....(well then don't park your fucking truck in the middle of the fucking street asshole!) all he can talk about is how he is so happy he went to church on sunday cause someone was watching over him... (fuck off dickhead!!!!) so he calls his boss and won't give me any info till he comes... i call the cops cause i want to make sure that everyone knows that he was parked in the middle of the street on a street that you cannot see anything. i get out my digital camera take picutres of the scene and my truck, along with the sun position and the position of his fucking truck... i call tatteddevil to come home from work, i call my dad who is a retired cop... i document the time of the accident and i sit on the curb and wait for CHP. well chp took about 45 minutes to get there... apparently they have trouble getting to residential areas... i call AAA for a towtruck... andi am still waiting... finally the chp officer asks me questions... he doesn't want my witnesses, he doesn't want my pictures, he doesn't care because it's my fault... legally it's my fault... he says that i can go after the company civilly for parking in the middle of the street but it's just going to end up costing me more money than anything.... my dad tells me that it sucks cause it wasnt like i was being neglegent but technically it's my fault... i am so fucking pissed... here is the fucking worst part... about 3 weeks ago we changed our insurance companies... i just got a letter 2 days ago saying that they can only make my truck liability until they get pictures... well in the 2 days i hadn't gotten my pictures to them... so now i only have liability... i have never had anything but full coverage my whole life and this 2 day window i have to fucking total my truck.... god damnit... so the towtruck finally comes, i have it towed to my parent's friends place, my dad takes me to their house and i take my mom's car and head to work... FUCK!!!!

i know i am lucky that nobody was hurt, but i am so frustrated... i am so stressed with work, the wedding and everything else, and now this to fucking have to deal with...
so i go to bed at 9 last night cause i am really tired and my neck is starting to ache a little... i wake up to tatteddevil yelling at me to get up... i get up and go downstairs and our dogs had opened the cupboard underneath the sink and taken the mr. clean bottle, windex wipes bottle, and the dawn soap bottle and their are bite marks all over the bottles the dawn soap is all over my couch, and we have to wonder if they drank any of anything... so paulie is going to take havok to the vet cause he's been drinking a lot of water... the other one isn't a bad dog and she's fine... our little dog sleeps upstairs in his crate so he's fine... fuck, when does it ever stop?????? please tell me!!!!!!!