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things are going just grand.
My job is absolutely wonderful.
as are my friends, my boy, my family... life.

happy birfday onemorepanic, u old man, u.

started a new job at a hair salon in the color department, and i absolutely adore it.

yay

Last night was absolutely amazing.
All of my favorite people were present.
Most amazing band/friends (The Restaurant) playing at my favorite spot.
Dancing.
Drinking.
Smoking.
Laughing.

Best of all, I got to sing the harmonies to "white label" on stage with the band... and they want me to sing it with them every week now.
Amazing feeling being on stage and singing.
wow.

i am so blessed.


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haven't been happy in a long time, but I can proudly say that I am now.
I have an amazing family.
I've gotten in touch with long lost family as well (santoriello's).
I have wonderful friends.
I have a wonderful boyfriend who makes me laugh and puts up with me when I'm sick and being a baby.
I have a job with people that I...
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I feel as if I'm getting sick. A bad cold or something. My head hurts, my eyes are itchy, my nose is stuffy, and my throat is scratchy.
All I want to do is smoke a cigarette.
boo.

Having people over tonight, probably.
I'm sure I'll end up drinking.
blahblahblah.

I think quitting smoking AND drinking simultaneously, was a bad choice.

I don't and never will fully understand people who are:

-irrational
-self centered
-go out of their way to act so secure with themselves, when in fact it is the polar opposite.
-act as if they know so much, when in fact they mainly just throw around a few big words and clever phrases they've picked up.
-homewreckers
-frequent in fucking over their "best friends",...
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I just broke all 15 cigarettes I had left and threw them away.
It's way overdue for quitting time.
This is going to be so unbelieveably hard.
I've been a smoker for almost 9 years, and had only quit prior to this for 2 or 3 months when i was 18.
i can do it though.
just gotta keep myself occupied.
it helps that anthony...
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Last night I went out to dinner with my boyfriend, Wackers, my cousin Carly, and MY SISTER Mandi.

I never see Carly or Mandi and it was so wonderful to be with them.
It made me so utterly fulfilled.

Jackie is an amazing friend and always has been.

Anthony is the best boyfriend too... especially for putting up with all the reminiscing that went on....
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