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things are lame as of lately.

work = good, but i'm ALWAYS tired.

i've got my dot.

i got my hairs cut at work the other day. looks pretty sick.

i need a tan. i look sickly.

i don't like being single.

anthony is a douche.

i'm in love with you.
you get mad at me for everything.
you're kind of lame.
and even though you mean the world to me,
i'm not putting myself through bullshit anymore.

have fun.
be good.
be safe.


this is a wrap.
for good.

this is me being deep:



when you know you love someone, more than anything/anyone you've ever loved.
you just want to spend every waking moment with this person,
and you cannot get sick of them.
you would do just about anything to please them.
when it hurts to have even the smallest disagreement with them.
you know you'll do anything to make it right.
you'll...
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Things to be grateful for:

-my family
-my boyfriend
-my friends
-my bunny rabbit
-my job
-having good hair
-having a place to live
-dancing
-MUSIC
-literature
-Troop 47/The Restaurant
-animals
-netflix
-living down the street from an animal farm
-crab meadow beach
-ATMOSPHERE
-rock opera's
-good art
-my tattoos
-not sleeping alone at night

I miss Anthony. a lot.
It's hard to go from spending almost every waking moment (besides working) with someone, to absolutely nothing.
This is really hard.

So, about the whole "breaking up with Anthony" ordeal:
I'm doing fine, for the most part. He talked to me like I was a piece of shit on the bottom of his shoe. He acted as if I was always wrong. I don't have time for that kiddie shit anymore. I learned my lesson with Jack already and I'm not going to be in another...
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I was so sure he was a great guy... until he got too comfortable and showed me his true colors.

I'm single for life.

werd up.

I'm seeing Head Automatica tomorrow night at The Crazy Donkey. Should be good. Daryl Palumbo has a fucking beautiful voice, so i'm stoked for that.

Not too much new things going on.
Working a few extra hours this week.

I'm always tired.

I'm singing with THE RESTAURANT tonight.
love being on stage so much.
i wanna start a band. who's in?