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I was coming back from taking my friend home at 5 in the morning and I noticed this guy walking his dog. And not only was he walking his dog, but he was on his cell phone and at the same time holding up a big sign. I couldn't make it out till I got closer to the guy. The sign says "War kills people. This was is senseless". Now that's what I call multi-tasking conviction.
School has started already. I've only decided to continue with the Maya certification course. It's a fun class. The teachers are idiots though.
I feel that my life has stayed still for the past five years since I broke up with my ex. I haven't contributed much. I haven't really taken up too much of anyone's time. I feel kind of overwhelmed by some of the situations that I have been put in. Or maybe I put myself in those situations. It's like I've just made my bed and I've got my PJ's on and this insomnia is killing me. I also feel like my days no longer exist. Working overnight can really get to you, especially when the work is as hard as what I do. I got my cell phone the other day and started to look at the days, months, and years that are slowly approaching. I was very afraid that those days, years, and months would consist of the same bullshit that I've encountered over and over and over. I would like to change things for better not only for me, but for the people that surround me.