xenablue

I'm having a hell of a time trying to decide what to write here, so you're getting some stream of consciousness nonsense and I'm sorry or you're welcome in advance. I want to say I understand but the truth is that I might not. I'm medicated for my depression, and I'm medicated for my ADHD (and both of those help with my anxiety), but if it's any other mental stuff I truly might not understand. I sympathize? I mean, yes, of course I do, it's brain stuff, and brain stuff is hard. But I also don't know how to make it better, I feel under-trained and ill-equipped to help. I could mention that I too tried to be okay and once I was being treated for certain things I saw how bad it had really been, but while I want to present a personal example to commiserate and show I understand, most people assume I'm trying to make it about me, which isn't the point at all as well as being one of the indicators that I'm almost certainly autistic. I know things that make me happy, but I don't know what makes you happy, and I've been alive long enough to know that my interests aren't everyone's interests (it's games, by the way. I love games. board games, card games, video games. All games excluding mind games.). And if any of this has helped, I'm glad, because I think I've run out of words to think at the moment and I hope you find something to be happy, something that lifts you from the struggles you're facing.

Stay strong, 💪🏼💪🏼!!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤘🏼🤘🏼