So I have this gaping hole in my heart, and I can't fill it with anything. I have tried alcohol, I have tried almost everything to fill it, and I can't do it. I have tried relationships and love and companionship and it won't go away. It's like a virus, a cancerous cell that eats away at my very core.
I don't know what to do.
I am tired
my eyes burn and my very existence hurts
from surviving
xo
I don't know what to do.
I am tired
my eyes burn and my very existence hurts
from surviving
xo
Darling, I have no idea what to say about this blog. It kinda makes me sad.
Im sorry that you feel this way, and I hope that there is something that I can do to help.
I know that you have been through a lot, and I know that you are going through a lot right now. I am always here is you need to talk about anything.
You have my number and my emails and you can reach me on here.
I will help you get through this, I promise.