xeleganceisdeadx

A structural engineer? I just had a ground engineer over to look at my basement not long ago. Structural I am guessing is above ground?

Yes, he's a stupid fuck. Maybe I am too for loving him the way I did.

Artist in Residence! Yay! I was one for three years. I loved it. I miss it. What exactly is your residency?

...... you have a lot of implied weapons and threats in your poetry..... I like it. Haha. This one paints a very vivid character in my head..... with a very big gun.

Hmmm an entity.... no, but that's an interesting thought.
I don't want to say because it will give away the ending. However, I will just say that it's a lot less complicated than that. Then again maybe it's not?
I personify alot in my writing. I love making things move. Haha... go figure.


How have I been.... busy too. I've been working extra hours at work so I can learn the books , all the ins and outs and try and have some neat programming for the kids this summer.
I went back to the town I used to live in yesterday. It was very difficult. The experience is worth a journal entry if I can tackle it.

I have a friend who owns a construction and contracting business here. He's intensely busy. We are in the middle of a housing and economic boom in my city. I bought my house 7 months ago and made about 80,000 dollars on it since. Crazy! It makes me feel a little better because I have to brace my basement due to our nasty clay based soil here. Anyway, he's got work coming out the wazoo...

Supressed emotions.... yes. All my eroticsm comes out in my dance pieces. It's subtle but there. My dance work is my best voice for everything. It's when I feel completely myself and beautiful.
Not too many people understand that about the arts, that the arts are our voices.