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Rachel, if you read this I hope you realize what I am writing is true.

I miss you.
I thought about you everyday up until a few weeks ago.
I wish I could still think about you, but when I do it hurts.

I wish you would've never have left
I wish you would come back.

I don't know what happened and why you dissappeared
but I guess I can't ask too many questions, cos sometimes I just don't wanna hear the answers

I loved you
Now, I am dry and angry and sedated
One day
Maybe one day
we will meet again
Under the sun, on the pier, where I first told you your life story
That first day seeing you on the escalator
pushing your majestic wonder towards the heavens where you belong

Come back
And wipe these tears from my eyes
Let me see you one last time
I am tired of dreaming of you
I need to taste your skin
I need you to let me in

This world is cavorted without you
A twisted land of altered minds, and rising demons
on a rising tide

I will look for you on the sands
in the waves
and I will hold my hand with the blood on it towards the sky
maybe you will see me
and maybe I won't cry

I love you and I miss you
let me know you care
xxx