xeevee

so i stepped on the scale this morning and i almost passed out from shock. i need to lose weight like right now. i need to start eating much healthier but it is so hard.

I am a really picky eater so it is really hard for me to get on a healthy diet. not only am i picky when it comes to tastes but also with textures. i honestly do not know what to do. i am going to start heading to the gym (aka the smelly recreation center) since i can get in free since i work for the city. i just have going cause i am exhausted after work and also i always feel like everyone is judging me. that probably sounds ridiculous lol but i don't know i just do.

i am not expecting to drop all the extra weight but i would like to at least shed a few pounds and inches or at least trim up a little before i go visit my family in California in June. ifi could drop 15 pounds by then i would be really happy...

i wish i could find a website or book with recipes for extremely picky eater.

as a side note i totally blame my boyfriend for my weight gain lol haha. he worked in a pizzaria for so long and i got free food. curse him!!!

another annoying thing besides me loving terrible food is i have had no weed or games or gas to do anything! this has been the most annoying and boring
week ever. haha. im going to have to find some healthy snacks for when i get the muchies lol. almonds maybe.

i cannot wait to go to California in June though. i miss my gma and parents and sister. and my grandma was just diagnosed with cancer again so keep her in your thoughts.

anyways that all the updating i have for now...if anyone has any recipes for for extremely picky eaters feel free to let me know or any helpful websites as well.