i went and saw skinny puppy at irving on sunday night. it was a sick show. i'm going to go see them again in philly tomorrow...uhhh i guess that's it
oh yeah and I NEED A JOB!!! i can't stand job hunting it sucks
ok so i'm done stretching my ears...i'm at 0g and i'm probably gonna keep em that size.
so i quit my job and i'm starting my new one in a week or so.
i saw cursive at the bowery last week it was a great show.
i guess that's it...
well it's been a month since i shoved the 6g's in... now i got my 4g's in. seems a little fast don't ya think? i thought it was gonna be a loooong slow process.
oh yeah so i totally forgot to update my journal.
i actually like my job... yes you read that correctly i like my job. it's been about a month now and a couple of cool things happened. so first off i rang up melissa joan hart. i'm not a big fan (at all) but i still thought it was pretty cool. i didn't think it... Read More
uhhhhh so i went and got a job today
i start next week. i'm gonna be a photo lab spupervisor mon-fri 9-5. hmmm i hate workin but i guess you gotta do what you gotta do. it's money right?
about two weeks ago i watched my grandfather die
it really makes you think when you watch someone die especially someone you love. that was the first dead body i've touched. the coldness of his body seems so...well i don't know. i saw the way the color flushed right out of him and he just turned a yellow tint.
he was in a coma for... Read More
I'm sorry. I went through the same thing a couple of years ago with my grandmother. It sucks. The emotion becomes like a scab. You can't stop picking at it. Eventually though you get through it.
All you who sleep tonight
Far from the ones you love,
No hand to left or right,
And emptiness above -
Know that you aren't alone.
The whole world shares your tears,
Some for two night or one,
And some for all their years.
-Vikram Seth
Both my grandmothers passed in the last 2 years, nearly 3 now. Both had been sick for a long time, and had been barely hanging on. I find comfort in that their pain has ended, and that they're in a better place now, with my grandfathers, both of whom I never met.