xdismalx

i am so bored. school starts soon, that's good, I guess. I get to learn all about saving peoples lives. people I don't know. people that probably won't give me the slightest bit of thanks. just unappreciative. fuckers. I do it more for me than I do for them. I mean, yes, I have a desire to help people, to heal people, to let them live that one extra day. but at the same time I get this kind of sick pleasure out of helping people. is that wrong? should I be in it for them? fuck it.