Yeah... the snow is most certainly trying to fuck up my plans. For the record, I'm not a happy camper about it either. I think I'll go out to the solace and cold of my truck to smoke... well, maybe in a minute or five.
Later, taters. I'm going to do my makeup and find something cute and fluffy to wear out tonight. Light snow...
Read More
Later, taters. I'm going to do my makeup and find something cute and fluffy to wear out tonight. Light snow...
Read More
Whew... last day on the job with the corporation. I didn't realize how I'd made a lot of peoples' jobs a lot easier by being there... I got a job offer in the International Parts and Sales department this afternoon.
But I've already made my commitment. I accepted the position with the Engineering firm. I know that this office will be a lot more conservative...
Read More
But I've already made my commitment. I accepted the position with the Engineering firm. I know that this office will be a lot more conservative...
Read More
gypsyphoenix:
well, congratulations on the new job!
and you know, for some reason i really thought you and duke had been together longer than that... in a good way, though, in that "we know what the other is thinking, and we're comfortable with each other, even at our most vulnerable moments" kind of way...
anyway, so i'm thinking about planning a visit up there, sooner rather than later (i'm thinking end of february). don't mention it to the boy, its a surprise for him, but we'll have to hang out while we're there...
and you know, for some reason i really thought you and duke had been together longer than that... in a good way, though, in that "we know what the other is thinking, and we're comfortable with each other, even at our most vulnerable moments" kind of way...
anyway, so i'm thinking about planning a visit up there, sooner rather than later (i'm thinking end of february). don't mention it to the boy, its a surprise for him, but we'll have to hang out while we're there...
Have you ever had a thought pop into your head... a memory from a conversation past, maybe... that just nag-nag-nags the fuck out of you? But only when you're alone and not wanting to think about the negatives? I've been thinking about something said to me about a week ago and I can't get past it. Well... I can, somewhat... I can shove it aside...
Read More
Read More
deadofwinter:
I havent been a member for long. I just read what you wrote and believe it or not I admire you. There is a strength there. In a way it is what I am trying to find in myself right now. I used to have it and never thought it would fade. but recently life fell to shit and just kept falling. I looked to past to find signs of strength, figuring I could say that I have been here before and made it out ok. But as I began to put the past in my journal entries, it made things worse. I realized I never really dealt with it any of it, I just tried to move on and the past just became ghosts that now have come back to haunt me.
I dont know what compelled me to write that, but for some reason I needed to...
Take Care and congrats on the new job!!!
I dont know what compelled me to write that, but for some reason I needed to...
Take Care and congrats on the new job!!!
It's year's end. Work was a hellish pit of paperwork and bitchy people today. The kids are acting like wild animals. And I want a ciga-butt before I go completely mad cow.
Say it with me... ativan... Yay! I should be drooling stupidly before the ball drops.
Happy fucking New Year, people. Party til they're cute... or just remember, beauty is only a lightswitch away.
Say it with me... ativan... Yay! I should be drooling stupidly before the ball drops.
Happy fucking New Year, people. Party til they're cute... or just remember, beauty is only a lightswitch away.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
pavlovsdog:
Happy New Year.
deadofwinter:
Happy New Year....
Annnnnnnnnnnd..... Asheville is shut down for an evening because of the ice and snow from today. Wheeeeeeee!
I sat in my lofty, warm Durango and watched some poor creature in a Monte Carlo slide down an iced section of hill near my house this afternoon. I laughed and found it pretty fucking humorous at the time.... until I thought about the fact that I had...
Read More
I sat in my lofty, warm Durango and watched some poor creature in a Monte Carlo slide down an iced section of hill near my house this afternoon. I laughed and found it pretty fucking humorous at the time.... until I thought about the fact that I had...
Read More
gypsyphoenix:
merry xmas, happy new year, and all that other fun stuff! 
Late night trips to the local porn shop are verra, verra good.
New life lesson for the day: No matter what has happened in the past few days or how frustrated I get over the surrounding drama, happiness can always be found in going to Bedtyme Stories and buying the toy that Duke points out. The boy has some wicked kinky taste, but it's good,...
Read More
New life lesson for the day: No matter what has happened in the past few days or how frustrated I get over the surrounding drama, happiness can always be found in going to Bedtyme Stories and buying the toy that Duke points out. The boy has some wicked kinky taste, but it's good,...
Read More
tattooduke:
its you and me baby
Let me put this simply:
I hate-hate-hate certain people, things, and thoughts that are going through my head right now.
Duke is designing a mad rubber ducky tattoo for me. I don't know where I want it, or even if I want it. I like my tattoos for their simplicity, of color and of design. I just don't know right now. I'm going to have...
Read More
I hate-hate-hate certain people, things, and thoughts that are going through my head right now.
Duke is designing a mad rubber ducky tattoo for me. I don't know where I want it, or even if I want it. I like my tattoos for their simplicity, of color and of design. I just don't know right now. I'm going to have...
Read More
I've been awake since 5:00am. Anyone continuing to read this might just want to know this, since I am currently amusing myself with the warnings on the prescriptions that I have to take daily.
I'm crazy, don't ya know? Nuttier than squirrel shit, yessirree!
Anyhow... to protect myself from coming off like the huge wacko that I am, I'm only including excerpts... too bad for...
Read More
I'm crazy, don't ya know? Nuttier than squirrel shit, yessirree!
Anyhow... to protect myself from coming off like the huge wacko that I am, I'm only including excerpts... too bad for...
Read More
daniel13:
Damn meds! I ran out of my anti-depresants yesterday, so I fell wacky myself.
I'm just dropping you a line to say whats up. I hope all is well in y'alls neck of the woods.
Take care.
daniel
I'm just dropping you a line to say whats up. I hope all is well in y'alls neck of the woods.
Take care.
daniel
elliot:
Ok so when they say contact your doctor incase off...
I dont have a doctor i dont know is name and it's to late for me to call or go anyway wath do you do....
i have a thing where i get dizzy and cant walk anymore cause i fall down... it comes from the ears. I got pills for it but they fuck me up so bad...
Anyway there are a lot of weird prescrition drugs i had fun with a lot exept when a guy from new orleans came to the bar and paid my bill gave me pills and brought me out for dinner, i was with a girlfriend but then she left and i only remember waking up late next morning... i just hope he didint fuck me in the ass while i was passed out...
Blabla
See ya!
I dont have a doctor i dont know is name and it's to late for me to call or go anyway wath do you do....
i have a thing where i get dizzy and cant walk anymore cause i fall down... it comes from the ears. I got pills for it but they fuck me up so bad...
Anyway there are a lot of weird prescrition drugs i had fun with a lot exept when a guy from new orleans came to the bar and paid my bill gave me pills and brought me out for dinner, i was with a girlfriend but then she left and i only remember waking up late next morning... i just hope he didint fuck me in the ass while i was passed out...
Blabla
See ya!
Life is too surreal for me today. Well, there is that, plus I've been in a rather volitile mood. Don't know what's causing it...
Hold that thought... Time to add to the oddities of my day by coaxing a 3yr old with a banana out of the dryer.
What the fuck?!?
Hold that thought... Time to add to the oddities of my day by coaxing a 3yr old with a banana out of the dryer.
What the fuck?!?
gypsyphoenix:
lovin' the do.
how are ya, hon?
how are ya, hon?
pavlovsdog:
Darker is better.
So I'm trying to get some of the SGAsheville crew to go and see the 10:00 show of Napoleon Dynamite Tuesday at the Pizza Company. If you can get away, you and duke should stop by.
So I'm trying to get some of the SGAsheville crew to go and see the 10:00 show of Napoleon Dynamite Tuesday at the Pizza Company. If you can get away, you and duke should stop by.