Thursday Aug 25, 2005

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Cell number is staying the same... not going to bow down to those losers by changing anything in my life.

And we had an earthquake last night. Scare the ever-living horse shit out of me.

That is all for now.
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ebbel:
i heard about that, we didn't feel anything here.
pavlovsdog:
Happy Birthday

Monday Aug 22, 2005

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I got banned from the tattoo studio for moving on with my life... and this is after I was the honest one in the situation, got out of an unhealthy relationship where I was being betrayed and lied to, and kept most interactions while retrieving my belongings as peaceful as possible. Ironic, to say the least.

Thanks for fucking up, Duke. You helped to educate...
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gypsyphoenix:
yeah, definitely, let us know when you'll be in the area, we'll meet up. it'll be a little tough to unplug the mr. since he's so attached to the computer, but i'll bait him with a hot dog or something.

no worries about the keeping in touch thing. we've all been busy with various dramas and such, so it's understandable. kiss
pavlovsdog:
Wow that's some serious piss n' vinegar.

Good luck with the house.

Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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Apparently, in an attempt to keep my spirits up and force me into the normality of eating lunch, I'm being kidnapped and fed red meat today. Not that I'm going to argue with the guy, but why is it that everyone wants to pack the pounds on to me? I realize that I've lost a lot of weight... I guess it's the fact that I...
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tattooduke:
when waterguns r used on you in the shower it sucks....i know smile
xchaosx:
The ice-cold super soaker episode was funny and you know it... Don't take it personally that you were the victim, as my sadistic sense of humor apparently does not differentiate between friend and foe. eeek

Wednesday Aug 03, 2005

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What do you do when the person that is most important to you fucks up so badly that there's just no going home...? I'm dealing with a lot of stuff lately and I guess I better make the best of the situation in order to save my sanity.

I just don't understand how he could do it. How he could betray the trust and love...
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Monday Jul 25, 2005

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Yeah... life is chaos. Controlled chaos, perhaps, but still.

I think I'm going to try to swing out to Cali sometime this winter. Maybe I'll get in touch with some photographers out there again. I had been talking about doing an SG shoot, but I'd like to consider things in life a bit more before I have my pale white hiney plastered on the internet....
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Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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I'm having a lot of problems this morning. Mostly, I want to just crawl back under my covers and die. I didn't sleep at all last night. My eyes will hardly stay open. Of course, last night was enough to exhaust anyone.

I'm finding out things that have been kept from me, and that's never fun. So, Duke and I are still split... I'm not...
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pavlovsdog:
I hope you're doing okay.

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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I have a groupie. I have a fan. Oh, how have I lived so long in my life without someone worshipping me enough to make me the center of their conversation at a bar last night? I'll never know... but I have to publicly correct my fan, you know since only the truly great #1 fans just have to have their facts verified before they...
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kyshak:
I'll be your groupie huckleberry...

Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

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When all else fails, rub elbows with the big dogs.

Seeing as though my last few days have been wrought with too much emotional overload and pissy behavior, I took it upon myself to come in early to work this morning and get some stuff done. Better to bury oneself in work than to dwell on emotional points of instability - or at least that's...
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pavlovsdog:
I glad to see you're doing better today.

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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What do you do when you're so confused and frustrated by a situation that you can't even begin to wade through the thoughts and emotions?

I feel like I need to talk to someone, to have an unbiased soul who could help me make some sense of everything... but I don't feel that I have anyone that I trust enough with that conversation.

Last night,...
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pavlovsdog:
I'm sorry for what's going on. Relationships are rocky sometimes. Perhaps everything will work out after some time. He probably feels just as sad, angry, confused, and upset as you do. Let the situation cool down a bit and then try to talk it out somewhere without any other distractions. In the time between you definately need someone to talk to. Letting your emotions out is so much better than keeping them bottled up.
Then there is always this group: The Break Up Club

I wish I could be of more help. I know it's rough. Things will eventually work out for the best.

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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And today begins by feeling like one big lump of poo.

Duke and I split last night. My choice, nobody's fault.

Brandon's wife, kooky as she may be, has proven herself to be a good person time and time again. Maybe it's about time to just accept that she's not quite normal and move on. She talked to me about things last night and put...
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Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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Doesn't really make much sense to keep writing somewhere that no one reads, but I'm a victim of my own masochistic tendencies. That would explain a lot of things in my life, truthfully.

Wonder what the future will hold? The current present is filled with people acting immature, then becoming completely butt-hurt when I grow tired of their inane actions and hypocracy.

It's enough to...
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pavlovsdog:
Keep writing, there are people out here that read it, even if we don't know what to say. biggrin
gypsyphoenix:
yeah, what pavlovsdog said.

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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I just wrote a huge update... and this fucking website ditched it.

Fuck you very much.
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