xbronzebeautyx

ok so last night im sleeping and at about 4 a.m. i get a text message...

from my ex or i dunno what i'd call him but he sends me a message saying "you'll never be a suicide girl"

i was veryyy distraught but when back to bed anyway

so today i talk to him and im like what was that all about???

and he goes "oo well i saw a thing on TV about them last night and them girls are perfect, you'll never be one of them"

that reallllly hurts my feelings alot, b/c for some reason i was and will never be good enough for ANYTHING in his eyes!!

but i just brushed it off and was like ooo alright then what else was i to say? i don't definitely know that i'd get accepted either but it makes me want it even more now b/c he thinks im not capable

i really admire the girls on this site and if i became an SG it wouldn't be to compete with them it would be so i could be one too and become closer with these girls...

i dunno he just pissed me off really bad!!

anyways, hope everyone has a good christmas, even tho i wanna sleep right thru it!

im on my way out to do some last minute shopping shoot me

Love ALWAYS,
me