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thank you everyone for caring...alll your comments made me feel alot better kiss

today i feel better...i'm kinda glad my dad knows...cauz the sooner everyone knows the sooner they can get the hell over it!

have to go to the GYN this morning for my 6 month ughh

i think im gonna work both jobs today blahhh so that means i'll prolly be workin from about...
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stiggy56:
I'm glad your okay. Make that MONEY, GIRL!! kiss kiss
grimjack:
Hrmmm..read your previous post just a moment ago. Craptacular. Funny thing is that I never had that problem with my parents. Through the mohawks, dreadlocks, piercings, punk rawk music, crazy ass friends, etc...they always supported me, letting me be who I was. No dissapointment, no outrageous expectations...nothing bad EVER. As long as I had dreams, aspirations, and some sort of future goal to achieve (whether it was being in a band, becoming a DJ, or semi-professional snowboarding) they were behind me all the way, no matter how I looked. Its a shame that other parents cant be the same way...

Hrmmm...methinks I'll drag my mom out to lunch when I get my new tattoo. She'll dig on the new design....
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ok my dad just found out i got my lip pierced...

i didn't think he knew b/c he was treating me 'normal' but yea he didn't know...

and now i'm crying frown i'm so sick of this life...of having to explain myself for everything i wanna do

i wish they would just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

im sick of my parents being disappointed in me b/c im...
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xhavokx:
oooh i totally feel your pain.. my parents are the same way and i am married and live on my own... but they still manage to make me feel like shit without even saying anything... very frustrating...
rumrunner:
You hang in there love kiss
I know how you feel my father and I have never really understood each other and I have been tattooed and pierced since I was 15 and he and I have had some major brawls over that issue many times.But what ever the issue is you just have to accept who you are and change for yourself not your parents or anyone else.Your gonna make mastakes and have great triumphs in your life but only you can say what choices you make are good and bad.Do what makes you happy doll and just say fuck it when the world or who ever tries to shit on you.Just like your other mates on here said if you ever need a open ear feel free to drop me a line.Stay strong dumpling kiss
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...lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb...

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rumrunner:
thanx for the concern love kiss
I going to probably call out of work and try to get some really sleep nothing say's sleep better than a big fat blunt.
sorry ur feeling sooo down I wish I could help some how.
You hang in there sugarplum.
heavymusic:
come on down to hagerstown maryland and blow it up down this way wink
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hey everyone...short journal here...

i got my lip pierced today yayy...i love it but my mom hates it oh well! my friend erin got her monroe done too!! cute as well

went to the bar tonite....feelin kinda 'tipsy' haha but goin to bed i have work 2morrow!!!

love u all xoxox
love kiss love kiss
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lastserenade:
Ill send you free stuff

(Im not sure if that was a pickup line or a threatr)

damn
heavymusic:
i would love to see your lip ring i bet it is hot as hell on you take care and have a very good weekend wink
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hello hello!!

Happy Easter! yes the easter bunny brought me some candy biggrin

my weekend was ok just alot of bar hopping

right b4 i woke up this morning i had a very disturbing dream...i was sitting at my gramom's kitchen table with her and my younger brother who is 15 n he was yeeling at her and being mean and she was like ur gonna...
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heavymusic:
glad to hear you had a nice easter plus know any single women ? take care and hope you have a great week smile
rumrunner:
I met her at Linda's

Ha love are you going to the stereo lab concert at the troc next monday????
GO & I'll give you a Wonka bar mmmmmmm WONKA
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all down hill from here...

skull
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rumrunner:
sometimes going down hill can be rather exciting you never know who you might find at the bottom.You might even find strength in side yourself you never new you had.
lastserenade:
por que?
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alright alright alright...here i am to bitch and complain to u all again blush

i secretly love that asshole that hurt me....but i honestly don't ever wanna see him again

he just im'd me a lil bit ago n was like hey wanna come out i said no the first time in 4 yrs i haven't given in....im proud of myself so please be proud of...
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swindy:
Ive done enough growing in the last three years its time to slim it a hair biggrin

Good for you, dont take shit from no-one.
It will earn you respect with others, and in yourself!

love as always kiss
40spokes:
I find that hard to believe! you're adorable!
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ok im very drunk i just got home from the bar...

i feel like im gonna puke all day everyday n its really freakingmme out

i really hope im not prego frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown



someone hold me please
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racer_x:
You should join SGPhilly.......... wink
stiggy56:
Are you still sick? frown
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ok here we go im gonna do a short journal cauz im really tired and just got home from work ughh puke

~yes i dyed my hair....the top is red like a dark auburn and the bottom is blue black...i like it but my mom hates it ha whats new?! shocked i will post pics soon

~i have to work both jobs the rest of this week...
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vicky:
Thanks hun, i've been meaning to check out that film for aaaaaaggges. I hope they've got it at the video shop smile
devildoll:
We have alot in common, or at least in seems it based on your profile. I've been told I have O.D.D. as well. Sounds like we're both pissed off at the world.
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~i hope to die my hair today...i'm thinking the top red n the bottom black...i dk yet we'll see

~i hope jeff dies a very horrible death in the near future...honestly if u knew what he did to me u'd say the same thing i've been dealing with his shit for 4 yrs. i think im done now its not fun anymore

~i'm bored n...
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xhavokx:
okay we can chop him with with a turkey carver... how bout that? wink
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skull
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ok here goes my weekend update...

Friday~me mary n karil decided to go to some kid Ricco's party so we get all dolled up n go at about 9ish he concocted this drink called "skippy" well let me tell u...skippy kicked my ass n then me n karil decided to drink some kid's bottle of bailey's we would take turns bein the lookout haha so...
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stiggy56:
Sound like a blur! I'm surprised you remembered all of it! My weekend was okay. I got a lot done with my projects and even made some money! That's always good! I drove to philly to see an old girlfriend who tryed to convence me she had changed, but of course I don't fall for the same trick twice, then came home and shot a video for my friends website. Later that night I went into the studio and recorded some audio track for my audio drama, then came home and kicked back.

Not as eventfull as your weekend but hopefuly... smile
xhavokx:
i think i am going to take a nap... sounds like you could use one too!!!
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today i honestly hate the world....but i need to start saving money hardcore...

fatally yours
me skull
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stiggy56:


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thefuckoffkid:
Aren't you quite goshdoggedly gorgeous!