Soul.....
Current mood: numb
My soul is tired....The turmoil that lies within is sometimes too much to bare....
Everyday that passes...I wake up....wishing it was all a dream....I have been told that God wont put onto you more than what you can bare....Someone needs to remind Him that I use a plate...not a platter(in other words...my plate is full enough)....I try to smile through all...
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Current mood: numb
My soul is tired....The turmoil that lies within is sometimes too much to bare....
Everyday that passes...I wake up....wishing it was all a dream....I have been told that God wont put onto you more than what you can bare....Someone needs to remind Him that I use a plate...not a platter(in other words...my plate is full enough)....I try to smile through all...
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pain...
You know I was thinking(yea I know,Not again)I was thinking about pain...rather it be emotional or physical...there is no denying wether or not you feel it...you see sometimes...when it comes to emotions there can be a little bit of confusion...Is it love,lust or infatuation?But pain...yea buddy no confusion there...someone breaks your heart...no confusion...IT HURTS...you slam the tip of your finger in a door...IT HURTS...your...
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You know I was thinking(yea I know,Not again)I was thinking about pain...rather it be emotional or physical...there is no denying wether or not you feel it...you see sometimes...when it comes to emotions there can be a little bit of confusion...Is it love,lust or infatuation?But pain...yea buddy no confusion there...someone breaks your heart...no confusion...IT HURTS...you slam the tip of your finger in a door...IT HURTS...your...
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misfit93:
AHHh! the pain of heartbreak and disapointment, please don't take me there!
you ever what goes on in the mind of a person???I do when I ppl watch...some are grinning...some are not...some have no expression...the ones that done have an expression are the ones I wonder of the most...just do....dont know why...
Yea I was going somewhere with that but I lost it...(looks like I picked the wrong time to quit sniffin glue)When you need someone to...
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Yea I was going somewhere with that but I lost it...(looks like I picked the wrong time to quit sniffin glue)When you need someone to...
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littlebirdie2:
I just got a chance to view your pics.
Former jarhead huh? May I see more?
Former jarhead huh? May I see more?
littlebirdie2:
If you need help to resize your pics e-mail them to me and I'll fix them for you.
My name@yahoo.com
My name@yahoo.com
easter eaSter easter..boing boing boing...easter easter easter...boing boing boing....easter easter easter..... 
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littlebirdie2:
Very serious but it's not for my socks.
I don't want to get a fat ass!
That would kill me.
I don't want to get a fat ass!
That would kill me.
littlebirdie2:
Am I the only one who writes in your journal?
Maybe we need to start a solo journal group?
What do you mean you're not supposed to eat a whole box?
That's not one serving?
Maybe we need to start a solo journal group?
What do you mean you're not supposed to eat a whole box?
That's not one serving?
You ever have somethin to say...but dont know how to put it...
Man I had things runnin in my head all day...and wish I had a piece of paper to write em down on...btu as luck would prevail...I freekin didnt...no since my mind has become unconstipated...all my thaughts are gone (looks like I picked the wrong time to stop sniffing glue)
Man I had things runnin in my head all day...and wish I had a piece of paper to write em down on...btu as luck would prevail...I freekin didnt...no since my mind has become unconstipated...all my thaughts are gone (looks like I picked the wrong time to stop sniffing glue)
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littlebirdie2:
Smartass!
littlebirdie2:
But you don't look it. 
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Take the time .. to live and love.
misfit93:
I love this! I say the same. I always show people I love appreciation and sometimes they take it for granted until I'm gone, then they want to take the time to show me some love!! 
DarkLight
Darkness...where I stay..I know is safe
Love her Light...feels warm...consumes me....
Scared of the Light
Darkness is what I know.....a lifetime spent there...there I reign....living with the hurt...pain
Cant break what is already broken...
That is why I stay
Light will heal this I know
but in that,what is fixed can still be broken..vulnerable..fragile
Please dont break me...I WANT to heal
.....With you....
Darkness...where I stay..I know is safe
Love her Light...feels warm...consumes me....
Scared of the Light
Darkness is what I know.....a lifetime spent there...there I reign....living with the hurt...pain
Cant break what is already broken...
That is why I stay
Light will heal this I know
but in that,what is fixed can still be broken..vulnerable..fragile
Please dont break me...I WANT to heal
.....With you....
A Soul, A Heart
A soul wandering, lost in the dark....solitary in a tempestuous search
A soul drowning, its reality stark......forbidden to leave this earth
A heart shattered, consumed in pain.....total loss of understanding
A heart alone, tangled and driven insane.....the cease of its beat......willing
A soul wandering, lost in the dark....solitary in a tempestuous search
A soul drowning, its reality stark......forbidden to leave this earth
A heart shattered, consumed in pain.....total loss of understanding
A heart alone, tangled and driven insane.....the cease of its beat......willing
misfit93:
you just took me to bob marley "Don't want to wait in vain for your love"
Your not the fool man, or should I say dude your not the fool! lol
but I guess love does stink
Your not the fool man, or should I say dude your not the fool! lol
but I guess love does stink
I am the FOOL... 
Sometimes it is hard being "just friends"I have a hole in me a mile wide....get over it I say to myself....let it go....so hard when you dont want to let go of the very person you've been looking for all your life.....everything was oh so good..then like a switch..click...the mind changed....what the fuck is THAT about.....sometimes i think.."maybe I should wait it out.....see how things...
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Sometimes I figure what's the point.
I could drop dead on Michigan Avenue and no one would notice... or care for that matter.
Work, worry, try to sleep. Repeat.
That's my life ... so cheer up. You could be me!