Soul.....
Current mood: numb
My soul is tired....The turmoil that lies within is sometimes too much to bare....
Everyday that passes...I wake up....wishing it was all a dream....I have been told that God wont put onto you more than what you can bare....Someone needs to remind Him that I use a plate...not a platter(in other words...my plate is full enough)....I try to smile through all of this....but more and more I find it more difficult...I am NOT depressed...just tired....and fed up to a degree....I am working on changing it...but progress is slow....patience is wearing thin...But I am sure I will endure ( I always have).
I have been told everything happens for a reason....The reason eludes me...even when I look at the big picture....But I am sure all will become clear...
There is LIGHT at the end of the tunnel...but right now it's a pin dot.....I'll survive this journey....alone...not because I want to....but because I have to....call it pennance(sp) if you will....
Current mood: numb
My soul is tired....The turmoil that lies within is sometimes too much to bare....
Everyday that passes...I wake up....wishing it was all a dream....I have been told that God wont put onto you more than what you can bare....Someone needs to remind Him that I use a plate...not a platter(in other words...my plate is full enough)....I try to smile through all of this....but more and more I find it more difficult...I am NOT depressed...just tired....and fed up to a degree....I am working on changing it...but progress is slow....patience is wearing thin...But I am sure I will endure ( I always have).
I have been told everything happens for a reason....The reason eludes me...even when I look at the big picture....But I am sure all will become clear...
There is LIGHT at the end of the tunnel...but right now it's a pin dot.....I'll survive this journey....alone...not because I want to....but because I have to....call it pennance(sp) if you will....
Sometimes I figure what's the point.
I could drop dead on Michigan Avenue and no one would notice... or care for that matter.
Work, worry, try to sleep. Repeat.
That's my life ... so cheer up. You could be me!