I'm still recovering. This sucks. I want nothing more than to bust a nut, but Dr.'s orders are not for another 5 days. This is the longest I will have gone, without even taking care of myself.
I found out that cutting completely something doesn't work for me... I just end up craving it and then eat some like a little piggy and be all shameful about it... I prefer asking my self this question: " Do I really want it or could I go an other day without it". I cut down a lot of unhealthy food that way. I eat a lot less of it but I still allow myself some once in a while so I never crave it... And most of the time you kind of forget about it and eat it less and less... I hardly ever eat chips or cake anymore because of that method... And when I do eat some McDo's or poutine I don't feel ashamed because it's been a while since my last time
To each his own way... But I realize that for me being tiny wasn't worth stopping eating certain things I enjoy a lot... so I'm not skinny but I'm a lot healthier than I use to be at least...
As for the horniness... we girls, well most of us, are different the boys on this: even though I have a very.. hum! Healthy sexual appetite After a while of not having some we start wanting it less and less until at some point we don't even think about it... It's scary really...
I don't necessarily feel bad for lying... I feel bad because I avoided the subpoena when my friend (possibly ex friend) and former roommate got subpoenaed.
To each his own way... But I realize that for me being tiny wasn't worth stopping eating certain things I enjoy a lot... so I'm not skinny but I'm a lot healthier than I use to be at least...
As for the horniness... we girls, well most of us, are different the boys on this: even though I have a very.. hum! Healthy sexual appetite After a while of not having some we start wanting it less and less until at some point we don't even think about it... It's scary really...