I've been feeling pretty shitty lately. That's really all I can say. I have some down days, and some up days, but the past few days have just been wicked fucking blah. And I feel like shit for not really looking at what matters and who matters. I've just felt so fucking burnt out the past few days that I don't even feel like doing anything except the usual- watch hockey until i'm tired enough to sleep.
Tonight helped. Went out with best friend Steph and watched the Sabres game at Jack Astor's, then went to Anderson's and got ice cream. And talked to a very lovely lady on Y!M. But I haven't contacted her the last couple days, and I just feel so bad and mad at myself that I didn't take the effort. I don't know. I'm going to be patient. She's a fantastic, beautiful, funny, all around lovely woman, but I don't know if she's just starting to get the feeling I'm a zany, oft-times moronic fool or it's just me overreacting. I'm hoping for number two, personally.
*hugs* I hope things start going better for you.
Sounds like you need one toooo!!!! Holy cow, guys.
Hope the up days start again soon!!