Lost my job.
On purpose.
Completely irresponcible I decided not to go anymore. My girlfriend moved to her new home last sunday, with the help of her brother and me. And instead of leaving on sunday evening to go back to Almelo, and to work on monday, I decided to stay. Not just because Char needed me to be there, but also simply because I figured I had nothing more to go to in Almelo. Except the job. And the job sucks.
Current situation; my stuff is now spread across 4 different houses. None of them actually belonging to me. I have most of my stuff stashed in Uelsen, in Germany, where I was going to live with my former girlfriend and a bunch of friends. All of a sudden, all those friends moved somewhere else, and I'm now stuck with a house which I cannot use. Well, house might be too big of a word, since it's a trailer. Currently, it's actually the most expensive safe box I ever owned.
The rest of my stuff is scrambled somewhere between Almelo, where I've been with my uncle since last december, and Mander, where I was supposed to go and live. Problem is that I have no clue how that is going since I haven't been there in a week because the situation didn't allow it. I'll be going there in an hour or so to see if it's actually still there, or if someone bought it out from underneath us.
The fourth house would be my girlfriend's house. Where I got some clothes now.
I really need to get a place of my own again. I haven't had one for 8 month now, and that seems to be a lot harder than it is. Yes, I have a lot of friends and family where I can crash if need be, but it's not a place I can call my own. A house I can decorate how I want it, a place where I can just chill my ass out and relax.
I had a couple of good long talks with Char, and that really brightened up my days. Time to get my ass in gear and start going for it again. Sent out several job applications in Zwolle, where she lives, as she'll allow me to stay in her house for a while. After that, I hope to be getting my own place, sell the trailer, get my shit in order, and live again.
On purpose.
Completely irresponcible I decided not to go anymore. My girlfriend moved to her new home last sunday, with the help of her brother and me. And instead of leaving on sunday evening to go back to Almelo, and to work on monday, I decided to stay. Not just because Char needed me to be there, but also simply because I figured I had nothing more to go to in Almelo. Except the job. And the job sucks.
Current situation; my stuff is now spread across 4 different houses. None of them actually belonging to me. I have most of my stuff stashed in Uelsen, in Germany, where I was going to live with my former girlfriend and a bunch of friends. All of a sudden, all those friends moved somewhere else, and I'm now stuck with a house which I cannot use. Well, house might be too big of a word, since it's a trailer. Currently, it's actually the most expensive safe box I ever owned.
The rest of my stuff is scrambled somewhere between Almelo, where I've been with my uncle since last december, and Mander, where I was supposed to go and live. Problem is that I have no clue how that is going since I haven't been there in a week because the situation didn't allow it. I'll be going there in an hour or so to see if it's actually still there, or if someone bought it out from underneath us.
The fourth house would be my girlfriend's house. Where I got some clothes now.
I really need to get a place of my own again. I haven't had one for 8 month now, and that seems to be a lot harder than it is. Yes, I have a lot of friends and family where I can crash if need be, but it's not a place I can call my own. A house I can decorate how I want it, a place where I can just chill my ass out and relax.
I had a couple of good long talks with Char, and that really brightened up my days. Time to get my ass in gear and start going for it again. Sent out several job applications in Zwolle, where she lives, as she'll allow me to stay in her house for a while. After that, I hope to be getting my own place, sell the trailer, get my shit in order, and live again.
sakuraredd:
best of luck tou you my dear!