4 out of 5 people will die
It's been a long couple of days. I can't give an exact amount becasue i know niether how long it has been nor what day it is right now. I've just kind of got that thing where friends aren't really friends. I've got nothing against my "friends" as people but i could never feel anything about any of them and they don't feel anything about me. I could never talk to them or trust them. And everyone I know has betrayed me at some point or another for any number of meaningless reasons.
Through my search for allys, I have found myself
I always used to be okay alone. I just have to get back used to it again. It never bothered me and i guess maybe i just wanted to try something else. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made and I've made every possible mistake i can think of. So much regret.
All of my blind ambition has left me deaf with perfect vision
Fuck being lonely. I don't really need anyone. It only hurt me in the past and didn't ultimatly serve any purpose but to teach me a lesson. And that's one that I'm not going to forget.
There is a man holding a megaphone, so he must have been the voice of God.
The bystanders claimed they saw angels flying up and down the block.
Well, they must have been attached to wires. I saw one laying in the lawn with a broken arm,
so I called 911. So that is one less founded opinion. One more cause for a dispute.
So the street filled, like a basin, up with cameras and their crews
and they washed away the rumors leaving just the concrete truth. It was a spectacle.
No, I mean a miracle. So then I fell like that girl from a balance beam.
"From A Balance Beam" by Bright Eyes
It's been a long couple of days. I can't give an exact amount becasue i know niether how long it has been nor what day it is right now. I've just kind of got that thing where friends aren't really friends. I've got nothing against my "friends" as people but i could never feel anything about any of them and they don't feel anything about me. I could never talk to them or trust them. And everyone I know has betrayed me at some point or another for any number of meaningless reasons.
Through my search for allys, I have found myself
I always used to be okay alone. I just have to get back used to it again. It never bothered me and i guess maybe i just wanted to try something else. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made and I've made every possible mistake i can think of. So much regret.
All of my blind ambition has left me deaf with perfect vision
Fuck being lonely. I don't really need anyone. It only hurt me in the past and didn't ultimatly serve any purpose but to teach me a lesson. And that's one that I'm not going to forget.
There is a man holding a megaphone, so he must have been the voice of God.
The bystanders claimed they saw angels flying up and down the block.
Well, they must have been attached to wires. I saw one laying in the lawn with a broken arm,
so I called 911. So that is one less founded opinion. One more cause for a dispute.
So the street filled, like a basin, up with cameras and their crews
and they washed away the rumors leaving just the concrete truth. It was a spectacle.
No, I mean a miracle. So then I fell like that girl from a balance beam.
"From A Balance Beam" by Bright Eyes
I guess it depends on how you look at it. I'm too afraid to lose everything.