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Somewhere in Jersey, i forget

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Wednesday May 04, 2005

May 4, 2005
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How Many Happy Endings Does It Take?

I haven't been up to a lot since my last entry. I'm home for summer now and there isn't a lot going on. I've been watching a lot of movies with a friend and just hanging out; thats about it. And of course, ive seen some very good ones and some very bad ones.

I think im really through a lot of that really rough patch. Not so depressed anymore. I mean, im not happy, but whatever. i honestly gave up on that a long time ago, i dont know why i suddenly had hope again. but im through with that. lets work on "content" and maybe ill eventually work my way up to "satisfied". who knows?

has anyone ever burned one of those white weed things that you usually pick and blow on and all the little things go out into the wind? Kind of a random question, but it was just kind of amazing to watch today.

I've been writing more lately. It kind of started back up from two things. One, obviously, is Xip. The other is someone i know who i told i would would write them something and then when i just couldn't, i said i would draw something. Turns out, i was even less likely to do that so I wrote something anyway and i really liked the way it turned out. So im kind of doing more of that and besides normal writings, im really starting my scrip. The script for the movie ive always wanted to write. I think im finally ready. Looking forward to the head aches of pre-production!

Dont really know what else to write. like i said, its been kind of dull around here. There are some things on my mind but they are such a jumbled mess that I wouldn't even know how to put them down in text. That's kind of a problem.

Bow not to their faith
Bow not to their rules
No sheep amongst the flock
A wolf amongst the fools

"Raise the Metal Fist" by Sacred Steel
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
fenchurch:
Yeahhh that's exactly what my room looked like until my roommate moved out and I couldn't take the EMPTINESS anymore.
May 5, 2005
xip:
Wow I didn't know I fucking inspired you... I've been in a really fucking rough patch this past month.. every day is some new horrible disaster I have to clean up... I'm confident I'll pull myself out of this.. once I move the fuck out of this place soon and buy myself a cat.

I've been writing a fuckload as well.

We should talk more often. How often DO we talk? Not often..

I'm happinessOplenty on AIM... remember it.. treasure it
xip
May 6, 2005

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