xanotherdeadhero

Behold, I am back!@



and drunk....but most importantly back

so long

I Always Would Have Gone One For Five Nightmares of Mine

I just wanted to do a quick update to say that things are actually going pretty good for me now for the first time in a long time. I don't know how long it will last and know i can't ask for too much, but for the time being, this will do.

And now,...
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The Faithful ARE Kneeling on Bleeding Shins

And it's just another fucking "tragedy." Maybe this one, at least, I can drink away.



And you think i can't feel?
Well, you just watch me!

Burnt Popcorn and Scotch Revisited

I really don't know why I haven't killed him yet.

Mainly for my Benefit

Schedule for the next couple days:

Thursday: Cobra's birthday, Drink copious amounts of alcohol to celebrate or whatever if cobra can't make it, do it anyway at Sarrano's house.

Friday: See if i can meet up or get together with one of two people. if not, do little or nothing.

Saturday: Operation Crisis Blaze (participate or film?), Rockbot...
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Mental Suicide and Physical Graffiti

This world had its chance. I feel sorry for you.

Oh No! Co-Eds!

Movies seen recently:

Skinned Deep - a true piece of art. and like good art, not that abstract shit. highest rankings!

Vampires: The Turning - Not to bad, but not exception either. Once you get past the main characters annoying girlfriend, you can appreciate the.....ugh.......motorcycles....or something....maybe it wasn't so great.....

Frankenfish - another excellent piece of cinema. An unexpected winner. "Bet you...
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Loveless

I think that maybe things are a little bit better now. Maybe not so much "better" as "less bad." but, whatever, same thing, right? [and on a second thought, that's really just how i'm feeling right now. Chances are I will be at another low at any given moment so i just have to cherish these brief stints of apathy.]

sometimes you just have...
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The Most Comfortable Place

Everything I've ever said or felt has been untrue. Not a lie, but untrue. So i give up. Who am i kidding? i gave up a long long time ago.

.....still working towards being content...

Never Forget, Never Forgive

I've got these words carved into my chest now. I can't be sad anymore. All I've got is this hatred. I refuse to feel anymore. I'm going to settle down over the next few months and then go back to how it used to be.

My mom is finally leaving my dad next month. It's been far too long in the...
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4 out of 5 people will die

It's been a long couple of days. I can't give an exact amount becasue i know niether how long it has been nor what day it is right now. I've just kind of got that thing where friends aren't really friends. I've got nothing against my "friends" as people but i could never feel anything about any of...
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