xanderphoto

I'm feeling like I don't fit in. Don't know where it comes from, just feel like I don't really belong anywhere. I work seven days a week, so I have to keep what I do at night limited, so I can function at work the next day....because

A) Insurance agent: Mistakes cost people money, which then turns into lawsuits I can't afford.

or

B) Lab tech: I spend all day working on electrical equipment and/or working with dangerous chemicals either of which may potentially kill me if I do something wrong.

all of my freelance shooting jobs are mid-afternoon/night which isn't bad.

The problem is, I can't drive to Dayton (or further) in the middle of the night in an attempt to be social when I have a start time of 7AM the following day.

I dunno...I'm tired, I'm pissed, and I feel anti-social because I can't schedule myself to do anything but work, because I just can't be out til two or three in the bleedin morning anymore.