So.
I've not been around lately. I have gone out and done nothing.
My grandmother is dying, and it's a slow painful death of cancer. The reason I have gone out and done virtually nothing? Grandma has lost the use of her legs, they are dead weightand there isn't a damned thing we can do about it. There are only two people that can lift...
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I've not been around lately. I have gone out and done nothing.
My grandmother is dying, and it's a slow painful death of cancer. The reason I have gone out and done virtually nothing? Grandma has lost the use of her legs, they are dead weightand there isn't a damned thing we can do about it. There are only two people that can lift...
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shardik:
If I was a religious man I would; but my religious beliefs follow more along your same lines. So, I will wish for you the strength to make it through this. Good luck, gimme a yell if you need to vent.
Damn.
The dreams have made way for nightmares. They've been getting steadily worse for the last couple of weeks. Don't think I've had more than two hours of sleep in a single evening in almost a month. I may have a second job soon, and with it, a whole new set of responsibilities, and a better outlook on life...Product photographer for a toy distributor.
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The dreams have made way for nightmares. They've been getting steadily worse for the last couple of weeks. Don't think I've had more than two hours of sleep in a single evening in almost a month. I may have a second job soon, and with it, a whole new set of responsibilities, and a better outlook on life...Product photographer for a toy distributor.
in...
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shardik:
"Mother's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you..."
Good luck on the galleries, what are your nightmares about?
Good luck on the galleries, what are your nightmares about?
My subconcious enjoys making me suffer too
A dark city street, with pools of lamp light illuminating, the end of the street looks out over a river. It's cold enough that I can see my breath in front of my face. And She is standing there, facing the river, I walk to her, behind her and wrap my arms around her waist, her soft red...
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A dark city street, with pools of lamp light illuminating, the end of the street looks out over a river. It's cold enough that I can see my breath in front of my face. And She is standing there, facing the river, I walk to her, behind her and wrap my arms around her waist, her soft red...
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shardik:
Hmmm be glad you at least get the dream, I dream I am in a cold cave, being slapped with a wet brush. I wake up to a dog licking my hand.
shardik:
Yep that's the one 
good summation
good summationI give up.
I went to the Comet tonight. I intended to arrive about nine or so.
The Comet is on the other side of town from me, I never go out to Northside or anywhere NEAR there on a regular basis. Hence the reason I was completely fucking lost. I spent an hour on bizarre backroads that put me nowhere near where I was...
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I went to the Comet tonight. I intended to arrive about nine or so.
The Comet is on the other side of town from me, I never go out to Northside or anywhere NEAR there on a regular basis. Hence the reason I was completely fucking lost. I spent an hour on bizarre backroads that put me nowhere near where I was...
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shardik:
Sorry we missed you. I didnt get there till about 10:45. We don't get there much earlier because the band doesnt start playing till about 11.
meow:
Micah was there at 10, I got there around 10:30. Did you not see us?
xanderphoto:
Some of my favorite stuff from the fashion shoot
Damn I needed that!
about two weeks ago one of my professors asked me to come in and help out with a fashion shoot-a-thon, basically she was going to get new models to comein and we'd help them to set up portfolios, or help freshen up some of the other models material, and she wanted me to come in to kinda help out the newer...
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about two weeks ago one of my professors asked me to come in and help out with a fashion shoot-a-thon, basically she was going to get new models to comein and we'd help them to set up portfolios, or help freshen up some of the other models material, and she wanted me to come in to kinda help out the newer...
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shardik:
Always nice to have a little confidence boost. Congrats!
pammy:
Confidence is good, now to slowly remove the plastic and glass barrier..........
So after realizing that my social life is non-existant, and my love life is well, pure fantasy, I decided to try something a bit different. I decided to attempt going through the personals.
Wow...just...wow
First off let's explore the personals out there. I decided to give Yahoo a shot, because I'm on Yahoo most of the day anyway.
They ask you a bunch of questions...
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pammy:
There are way too many women out there saying they are Juliet and want to meet their Romeo. SO you want someone that your parents are going to hate, you want them to kill your cousin, and then stab themselves when you dose yourself with NyQuil. Wow hon, uh, I'm looking for a girlfriend...not a suicide pact. NEXT.
Bwahahahaha! Tell em baby!
Bwahahahaha! Tell em baby!
shardik:
"Hmm, blonde, three kids, smokes like a chimney, and drinks like a fish, but she got her G.E.D...last week"
Hey you leave my mom out of your fucking updates!!
Just kidding, that sucks, good luck!
Hey you leave my mom out of your fucking updates!!
Just kidding, that sucks, good luck!
Pain.
Oh god pain.
So yeah the blind date wasn't the only time I moved someone over the last week or so.
This week I helped Andisoo and Jen move from Clifton to a house in Northside.
Sparky, Matt and I got over there early to find
1) They'd already moved out the small stuff (good thing)
2) They had multiple cats (Matt and I...
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Oh god pain.
So yeah the blind date wasn't the only time I moved someone over the last week or so.
This week I helped Andisoo and Jen move from Clifton to a house in Northside.
Sparky, Matt and I got over there early to find
1) They'd already moved out the small stuff (good thing)
2) They had multiple cats (Matt and I...
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shardik:
O they bounce, you just have to drop them from a lot higher up.
Hmmmm sorry no contacts on photo work. Good luck, and if it comes down to monkeypushthebutton; just do it while you look for something better.
Hmmmm sorry no contacts on photo work. Good luck, and if it comes down to monkeypushthebutton; just do it while you look for something better.
pammy:
I read that Dayton police are hiring for a crime scene photographer. May not be your thing, but I think it would be fascinating. And you'de never have to worry about business drying up! We kill people all the time here in DAYTON!
I really hate myself sometimes.
Tonight I had thre options:
Movie night at Miss Meow's place.
Graduation Party at the Newport Levee with the rest of my graduating class.
*OR*
Spend the evening alone with a very attractive woman, that said she wanted me to stop by her place.
I opted for the third option. I'M A FUCKING MORON. Why did this lovely woman want...
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Tonight I had thre options:
Movie night at Miss Meow's place.
Graduation Party at the Newport Levee with the rest of my graduating class.
*OR*
Spend the evening alone with a very attractive woman, that said she wanted me to stop by her place.
I opted for the third option. I'M A FUCKING MORON. Why did this lovely woman want...
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ultra:
you met warhol!? how exciting...
streetspirit:
Oooh...anything ethnic is good, provided it's not as complex as Indian.
And I agree with Shardik - demanding pizza and beer for your services is a DAMN GOOD IDEA!!!
[Edited on Sep 07, 2005 3:32PM]
And I agree with Shardik - demanding pizza and beer for your services is a DAMN GOOD IDEA!!!
[Edited on Sep 07, 2005 3:32PM]
So that's it, it's 12 after 5. My last Sunday working at the school. I've got the place all to myself here, and it's all quiet except for the air conditioning unit and my iTunes playing the Gorillaz low in the background.
Now that I've gotten rid of everyone here I can focus, and maybe even get my own portfolio finished. My website for class...
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Now that I've gotten rid of everyone here I can focus, and maybe even get my own portfolio finished. My website for class...
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pammy:
Wait, how many people on this site have asked to take my pic? And, yeah, you said it like it was a bad thing! 
One week.
Next Thursday is my last class. One exam, and it's all over, and it's an exam I can pass in my sleep.
After that, I lose one of my jobs, and gain a TON of free time, WooT! Which means I can do more shooting, or hell, maybe even get some other projects done.
Fun Fact: In addition to being a great photographer,...
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Next Thursday is my last class. One exam, and it's all over, and it's an exam I can pass in my sleep.
After that, I lose one of my jobs, and gain a TON of free time, WooT! Which means I can do more shooting, or hell, maybe even get some other projects done.
Fun Fact: In addition to being a great photographer,...
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meow:
Its just got a whole where its sewn together
shardik:
Jack of all trades, seems like you may have mastered a couple too. Which job you quiting?
Crunch time!
Photographic material (400ISO Kodak Tri-X Film, Ilford Fiber based paper)- $120.00
Mounting materials- $20.00
Imported Italian Leather Portfolio Case-$89.00
Graduating College the first time round with a 4.0- Priceless.
For everything else, there's my waning bank account.
So yeah, I have two weeks left to pull my portfolio together and finish my alternative imaging final project, and I'm having a hard time pulling...
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Photographic material (400ISO Kodak Tri-X Film, Ilford Fiber based paper)- $120.00
Mounting materials- $20.00
Imported Italian Leather Portfolio Case-$89.00
Graduating College the first time round with a 4.0- Priceless.
For everything else, there's my waning bank account.
So yeah, I have two weeks left to pull my portfolio together and finish my alternative imaging final project, and I'm having a hard time pulling...
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