Ok mom is still gone in Virginia, and my brother and i still have to watch the nephew, but the week is damn near over, and mom will be back on friday at 1pm, thank fucking goodness. But all the while, i've been thinking to myself, "IM SO FUCKING HORNY!!!!!!!"...........having this child in my house AND my brother here is SERIOUSLY fucking up my sex-life........that and not having a car. i used to have peeps in my place ALL THE FUCKING TIME. As i always say, "When the mom and child are away, the cat will play". i need some right fucking now! ah well, i guess ill just have to wait.
oh yeah, and another thing.........the other day i met this new co-worker, her name is Courtney. 5'5'' caucasian, long brown hair, green eyes, pretty smile, and very "cute next-door chick" attitude. i made sure to tell her the next day that she was cute, and she responded back, "I think your cute too" and then walked out the store. which made me contemplate this idea...........what would life be like, if i was straight again...........and it looked very interesting.
oh yeah, and another thing.........the other day i met this new co-worker, her name is Courtney. 5'5'' caucasian, long brown hair, green eyes, pretty smile, and very "cute next-door chick" attitude. i made sure to tell her the next day that she was cute, and she responded back, "I think your cute too" and then walked out the store. which made me contemplate this idea...........what would life be like, if i was straight again...........and it looked very interesting.
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But honestly, your wording keeps changing. Being gay doesn't mean ACTING gay - it means having an attraction to someone to the same sex. You could go your whole life never acting on it but it wouldn't make you any less gay.
In the first part of your post, you said the attraction would always be there and that you can't change who you're attracted to. You then go on to say that you can choose to be gay or straight. Those are two very conflicting statements.
If you'll always be attracted to both sexes, you'll always be bisexual. You can't change that. You can't choose whether or not to be that. You can only choose whether or not you act on it.
I'm not opposed to you wanting to be straight, but I am opposed to your very dangerous choice of words. Unless you actually mean that you can TURN OFF your ATTRACTION to both sexes, you CANNOT choose your sexual orientation.
And it's dangerous because the "Is it a choice?" question is pivotal in gay rights. If it's a choice, then homophobes would really/i] feel justified in calling you a perverted fag that's doomed to eternal Hell. They wouldn't mind at all taking away your rights to be happy with a man you love. And there is no shortage of people out there that would cheerfully kill you for wanting to do just that.