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Thursday Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010
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louis is really amusing me, hes developing a real sense of humour! he makes me laugh all the time smile

he laughs when he farts, and then says " oooh farted!" hahahah

ive got loads done today, lots of washing, tidying, washing up, cleaned the stairs, tidied in the bedroom, empited bins, put the recycling out, sorted brians packed lunch for tommorrow, did a workout, posted a letter, and did some weights smile

feels good to be productive, i hate having lazy days, because you always end up feeling worse!

i havnt been to weight watchers in a while, about 3 weeks i think, but technically seeing as i hit my goal i only have to go 5 times year. but i messed up cos i only didnt go last night because i was feeling lazy, but im going to blackpool on monday and i know im gonna let go and eat some yummy stuff( why the heck not!) so i had already decided to not go to the ww meeting after the monday to give me some time to work off the treats, but i forgot about that last night!! so now if i dont go after monday it will be 5 weeks missed!
does anyone think this is a big deal? or am i just a fuss pot who worries that people will think im skiving?

i have been weighing myself though, and to be honest i am a bit dissapointed that i seem to be staying the same, when i have about 10 lbs or so left to lose( before i move on to maintaing my weight)
i have some loose skin on my belly, thighs and arms so i wanted to give it the best chance i can to get it to shift and it does seem to be improving with weightloss. but i dont want to go lower than 10 stone really. being at 10 stone will take me bang on the middle of the healthy range which gives me a bit of leeway really.
but even though i have been staying the same i do see a differance in my body lately, a non scale victory smile i think its been from doing the 30 day shred workout dvd. im on my 10th day and its already started toning me up!

i recently got asked to be a model for a fantasticly tallented photographer friend of mine. shes getting a few models to wear some 50s pin up style dresses that her mother made, and taking them to various locations for photo shoots. she is uber talented and she asked me! she said it would be good for confidence and i agreed to do it!!!! madness!!!!!! shes a professional photographer too so the shots should look good even if my ugly mug is in them!

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lil_em:
Wow, the photo shoot sounds so exciting! And why wouldn't it be amazing, even with your 'ugly mug' in it (which of course I disagree with wholeheartedly!!).

I don't think you need to worry because you haven't been to ww for a few weeks, heck if you only need to go 5 times in a year, you're nowhere near failing by missing a bloody month, please try not to worry about it.

I'm really glad to hear that you're enjoying your new weight and getting out and about more and making the most of it. However, I know when I was at my thinnest, I wasn't at my happiest. I spent far too much time worrying about maintaining my low weight, and it became too much of a focus for me that I actually forgot to keep living and enjoying my life. It's a weird one and I wouldn't want to see anyone else going through that (I'm not saying you are by the way, just kinda putting it out there I guess).

Well done you for doing the shred too, I need to investigate this more me thinks.

I hope you have a fab time at Blackpool this week too, I wish I could join you!! Much love xx
Aug 21, 2010
nikonphoto80:
It is good to laugh smile

Wow you have bee productive.

I dont think it is that big of a deal, they know you have worked hard, you can miss and they will not mind.

Well you know it takes a while for skin to catch up with weight loss, when we gain weight skin stretches, just need to do some weight training and sooner or latter everything will be where it is suppose to be smile sounds like you are doing that already, so keep it up.

I hope you post photos of the photo shot, I would love to see them biggrin

Aug 22, 2010

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