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ok so today i went to the hospital, more bloods were taken, ouch! they had to try both arms cos my vains are so deep

apparently by the results louis isnt that big after all....hes just above what he should be, so thats great.

also i have been told that they wont let me go over 40 weeks, which is good cos lots of people say being overdue is a pain in the ass, and also, i should be able to a normal healthy birth which is fantastic!!! i was dreading them telling me i would automatically have a cesarian....i really want to give birth normally.so that makes me happy that i have as good a chance as anyone of having a normal labour.

i have loads more appointments instore...and lots more scans.




i got my tickets for extreme!!! im so exited!!!!! thats been a long long long time comeing, never thought id get the chance to go see those guys!

the next bit is a messege to brian:

babe, thankyou, for putting up with myhissy fits when ive gotten all confused about my hospital appointments and dont know where to go, thankyou for being utterly interested and exited in the pregnancy, thankyou for getting me food and things to drink, thankyou for putting the needle in my sugar monitior pricker, thankyou for touching my back before sleep, thankyou for reaching down and picking up the things i drop since becoming really clumsy in the pregnancy( and i cant reach down cos of my belly), thank you for waiting in the car when i have an appointement cos you know if you were with me i my social anxiety would kick my ass, thankyou for gently stroking your son through mybelly, and for getting exited when you feel him press up against you, thankyou for being my friend, thankyou for being with me, i know it isnt easy sometimes, thankyou for loving me.

i love you more than my heart could ever let my head realise. you are my lobster