brian (xzombiex) is in norfolk at the moment. he went yesterday afternoon and he wont be back untill tuesday 
im so hopeless without him.
i just dont enjoy my time when hes not around. i feel lost....and so incredibly bored. and when hes not here i realise just how much i need him.
heartburn is defo on the increase at the moment. its getting increasingly bad and im suffereing during the day as well as at night. nothing really helps, and its making me feel ill.
yesterday my belly hurt so bad, like it was realy badly bruised inside, and it was cos louis did not stop moving at all, and they were massive hard movements. i love it when he moves, even the uncomfortable movements but i was so sore last night, i feel better this today, and i think hes more sleepy now, cos hes only moved a little bit. lol he goes through sleepy days and then really active days!
time is flying by so much its fucking scary. im 28 weeks now, only 12 weeks left......whoa!!!!!
my uncle frank had an accident, we dont know what happened but someone who knew him saw him in town trying to steady himself against a wall after walking as though he was drunk. but hes t total and doesnt drink at all. anways the guy was in a lorrie and turned back around to see if he was ok, by the time he got back to him he had collapsed to the ground and realised he had a huge wound to his head.
my uncle was rushed to intensive care, and was totally out of it. he wasnt awake. but he has since woken up, and is feeling better. he has been taken out of intensive care but remains in hospital because his injury is so extreme. he has no memory whatsoever of what happened, he doesnt even remember going into town. my grandad is convinced that the wound wasnt caused by falling, and that he fell because iof it instead, meaning he thinks he was attacked.
wtf?? i just hate the world. sometimes i feel so bad for louis.....that this world is all i can offer him.
the beauty that exists is being stripped away daily and the world is a crazy unsafe nasty place. i just hope i can protect him.
as for the state of the youths today in the united kingdom.......i think they should all be made to sit down and forced to watch BATTLE ROYALE. then see how fucking clever they think they are.
im so hopeless without him.
i just dont enjoy my time when hes not around. i feel lost....and so incredibly bored. and when hes not here i realise just how much i need him.
heartburn is defo on the increase at the moment. its getting increasingly bad and im suffereing during the day as well as at night. nothing really helps, and its making me feel ill.
yesterday my belly hurt so bad, like it was realy badly bruised inside, and it was cos louis did not stop moving at all, and they were massive hard movements. i love it when he moves, even the uncomfortable movements but i was so sore last night, i feel better this today, and i think hes more sleepy now, cos hes only moved a little bit. lol he goes through sleepy days and then really active days!
time is flying by so much its fucking scary. im 28 weeks now, only 12 weeks left......whoa!!!!!
my uncle frank had an accident, we dont know what happened but someone who knew him saw him in town trying to steady himself against a wall after walking as though he was drunk. but hes t total and doesnt drink at all. anways the guy was in a lorrie and turned back around to see if he was ok, by the time he got back to him he had collapsed to the ground and realised he had a huge wound to his head.
my uncle was rushed to intensive care, and was totally out of it. he wasnt awake. but he has since woken up, and is feeling better. he has been taken out of intensive care but remains in hospital because his injury is so extreme. he has no memory whatsoever of what happened, he doesnt even remember going into town. my grandad is convinced that the wound wasnt caused by falling, and that he fell because iof it instead, meaning he thinks he was attacked.
wtf?? i just hate the world. sometimes i feel so bad for louis.....that this world is all i can offer him.
the beauty that exists is being stripped away daily and the world is a crazy unsafe nasty place. i just hope i can protect him.
as for the state of the youths today in the united kingdom.......i think they should all be made to sit down and forced to watch BATTLE ROYALE. then see how fucking clever they think they are.
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You're so far along!!! I'm so excited for you!!