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we went to see counting crows last night in liverpool and they were fantastic as always.

thats the last live band ill see untill after louis is born, and in a way im glad....i just get so tired and achey, and its a pain always having to get up to go to the loo since louis loves resting on my bladder.

ive shot out and im huge!!! its insane...i look very pregnant now....i honestly didnt think that moment would come.it just goes to show that you cant give up.

brians going back to norfolk in a week or so hes doing some more work for his mum and dad to bring in some more money. i just couldnt cope with anymore long journeys.....although i have to say, the thought of being left on my own is quite scary cos if something were to happen, if i went into premiture labour, he would not be able to make it back in time, so its a bit scary, but hes only there for a few days.

we bought louis some little toys....we got a little cloth book with a rattle on it, and when i shake it over my belly he kicks like mad!

ive started to see him actually move and not just kick and punch. like i can see my skin moving! i love it....i really do, its so amazing.

its only like 3 months awaynow......how scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!