xalicex

ok so...i feel so sick right now...

i took a pic of me at 8 weeks, and i took a pick this week at 9 weeks, and theres defo a difference! i wont post em though cos im a chubster and you all prob wont be able to tell.

but it makes me happy. i never noticed a change the last time. so i feel like im making progress


right, well theres been a change of plan at work. i dont know if i feel incredibly lazy or incredibly lucky, but xzombiex has suggested that he do my hours for me at work. i only get paid part time, so he said he will go in a 6 (instead of 8) and come home at 6 (instead of 5 ) and he will do a few hours over the weekend. cos we cant afford for my wage to not come in, so since he works there anyways he asked my mum and dad if it be ok if for now i stayed at home.

i know it may be over the top, but my blood pressure is quite high and i guess seeing as we are hitting the point where we lost our little one last time he wants me to just stay asrelaxed and not stressed as possible.
am i marrying a prince or what??

i feel so bad though, but at work, seeing as i cant do my normal job( i work with lead all the time) i had to join my mum in the office, and i wasnt of much use anyways. and xzombiex insists that i stay at home, so for now im gonna.

i dont know how long for, maybe only for a couple of weeks, maybe for a couple of months....we shall see.

i love that he loves to take care of me.