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you know how i said in my last post that i wrote a pros and cons list and it helped me decide wether to let xzombiex move in?

well i forgot to say also, that the song 23 by jimmy eat world was pretty much the thing that made me take the step.

i felt like part of it was my feelings, then the chorus was my mind. telling me to go for it.....so i did.

ironically, when it says..." amazing thought it seems, ill be 23"......i really was 22 and just gonna turn 23. so it kinda felt more personal.



here are the lyrics

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...





we are going to see jimmy eat world this month, and i think ill cry, especially with how bloody emotional ive been lately