xalicex

ok so i went to the docs...and it was as hard as i thought it would be. no reason in particular really....i just cant stand people. well.....being around people. i dont mind talking to people on here cos its different. im just insanly awkward everywhere else.
so i gotta do one of their tests just to make sure and go back next week for the result. i was getting a bit paranoid that maybe the tests i had done were wrong, and maybe the docs test would come back negative. so we bought another test just now.....and its really clear that i am pregnant.

i know its only routine but still, im a paranoid fucker.

and we just ordered our matchbox twenty tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so thats really good....

does anybody have a clue as to how many times im gonna have to be seeing the midwife? like once a week? i have no clue about this stuff.

EDITED TO SAY :
i forgot to mention that he took my blood pressure twice and the result was really really high, so he said he doesnt think its a true reading,he thought it was anxiety causing it to rise. i guess we will have to see...but i was epecting it to be high