I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting! Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything! What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end! And you could have it all, my empire of doubt! I will let you down, I will make you hurt! I wear this crown of shit, upon my liars chair! Full of broken thoughts, I could not repair!