xabluestarx

it's been a long couple of days.
worked 14 and some odd hours today.
yesterday was full of emotional downs and then some ups.
tonight josh and i spent a bunch of time together and i ass reamed him on how things need to be if we are gonna keep trying to be friends stil.
time can only tell if it happens. but i have to say he did a good job tonight.

first glimpse of moving on??!?! :
when he walked me to the door tonight and gave me a hug, i couldn't devert my mind from thinking of the hugs i'd received sunday night and how much warmer they made me feel.`