xabluestarx

my thoughts inside my head are clogged and i don't really know how i feel or how to explain exactly where i'm at right now.
there's a boy, a new one. he's everything everyone else wasn't. but he's not everyone else.
can you follow? cause i can't..

gosh feelings are complicated. sometimes i feel like there's a bunch of other girls out there living lives...
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life is changing, i am getting used to it.

i put in my two week notice at pizza hut, after 5 years and 36k a year i'm throwing in the towel and starting again.
monday, the 17th will be my first day in my new career.. i will be the full time assistant manager of the mission valley hot topic.
my goal is to learn...
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dude this band is pretty lame but the lyrics of this song got under my skin a bit...

honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess...
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beeeeeeer
yeaaa! beer!
ha. here, pretend you have no problems. drink another beer.
OKAY!!!


mmm. i wish i had someone to have sex with.
haha...
and that's the truth.

it's weird to not have a social circle of people. i never have. i don't know why it's suddenly weird when it hasn't really been front of mind ever before.

it's just that everyone that i know and care about, they are part of a totally different group of people. i don't have my own gang of fools, i just hang out with people as...
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god DAMN.
let's recap.
boss is being kind and understanding.my kids are amazing and so supportive.
kari is still hot and perfect. so is.. um. no one.
heineken OWNS us all.
i love my fishies.
living alone means no one ever is around to irritate you. VERY COOL. also you can't get laid whenever you want. sorta shitty.
billie joe armstrong is my lover. i...
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three years ago today josh came into pizza hut and asked me out on a date.
now today, he moved the last of his stuff out of the apartment we've shared all this time and he's gone.

i should be happy, or excited, about my future and what amazing things might be in store.
instead i'm back to that unstable state. where i cry all...
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rejection seems to be the only thing attracted to me lately.
...
so what is it about me?
simply put, why am i not good enough? for these things people and situations that i want? or for a heads up or a reality check? a heartfelt talk of explanation?

my feelings are so stubborn i am lead by them more than i really care to...
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x men three tonight at midnight.
good times.

r.i.p. bradley james nowell

it's been ten years today since bradley passed away.
time flies, things change, the music is still the same.

love is what i got, it's within my reach, and the sublime style is still straight from long beach

i love beer

and sleep

and my bed

and my fishies

and my car

and my new phone

AND WHEN QUINNE POSTS A SET

..

that's not all. but for now it will do

.

i need a roomate!
casa de oro, it's a 2 bedroom 2 bath. so you'll be paying 450 for rent, with sdg&e seperate to that cost.
my apartment is spiffy, if you are interested you can come check it out for sure.



please please please?!?!?