hey. It seems that the beginning of all of my blog entries start with "I haven't written in awhile" because it takes me forever to update in here. Between this, Myspace, Live Journal, and Xanga it gets kinda hard to update everything. I mean I should just copy and paste the same journal entry everywhere. I don't have many people that read along anyways. Its moreso to vent.
I guess a lot of stuff has been going on lately. I mean everything is great with me and my wife, she is amazing as always. She has had to be here more for me lately than usual. I just had a biospy done on my cervix last friday because I have abnormal cells. Turns out I more than likely have dysplasia. Its what my doctor said but I don't think he wants to say it for sure until the test results come back, I am pretty sure that is what the case is. Having a biopsy done on your cervix isn't the most comfortable thing in the world =/ I am glad brittany was there though and I am also happy that she is mature enough to handle all of this. After the test results come back I will know whether or not they will have to freeze my cervix. I am nervous because dysplasia is closer to being cancerous than not, and especially because I am at such a young age. I am only 20 years old for gods sake. Who knows how bad it can get. I know I shouldnt worry but I can't help it. =/ This upcoming friday I also have to get a breast biopsy done for what they think is a tumor. Right now its just a "lump" I don't want them cutting into my breast but oh well. gotta do what you gotta do, right?
I will update sooner or later.
wish me luck. pray for me. do whatever you do. I need it
got a new tattoo the other day.
its my wifes name.
were forever.
I guess a lot of stuff has been going on lately. I mean everything is great with me and my wife, she is amazing as always. She has had to be here more for me lately than usual. I just had a biospy done on my cervix last friday because I have abnormal cells. Turns out I more than likely have dysplasia. Its what my doctor said but I don't think he wants to say it for sure until the test results come back, I am pretty sure that is what the case is. Having a biopsy done on your cervix isn't the most comfortable thing in the world =/ I am glad brittany was there though and I am also happy that she is mature enough to handle all of this. After the test results come back I will know whether or not they will have to freeze my cervix. I am nervous because dysplasia is closer to being cancerous than not, and especially because I am at such a young age. I am only 20 years old for gods sake. Who knows how bad it can get. I know I shouldnt worry but I can't help it. =/ This upcoming friday I also have to get a breast biopsy done for what they think is a tumor. Right now its just a "lump" I don't want them cutting into my breast but oh well. gotta do what you gotta do, right?
I will update sooner or later.
wish me luck. pray for me. do whatever you do. I need it
got a new tattoo the other day.
its my wifes name.
were forever.
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nikonphoto80:
hi, where are you? i miss you. 
nikonphoto80:
i hope you are doing ok. 