sometimes I feel like I am horribly obese. I know I am not that bad but there are other times that I feel like if I don't stop my lifestyle now then it will take a turn for the worst as I get older. I know everyone has their insecurities. I just need to get my ass in gear and stay motivated. I need to change the way I eat, start excercising. It will atleast make me feel better about myself because I am actually trying to do something. I am not going to become anorexic or bulimic. shit. I love food. I just need to find better stuff for me. Diabetes runs in my family and I dont need to put myself at any higher risk for it than I already am
blehhh.
