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I got this message from Jake tonight on myspace that said "Hey, I love you and I miss you so much."

Boys confuse me so...

I don't think either of us want to be apart. We just feel like it's best right now. But we can't let go.
And I refuse to let go. When I fall in love, I fall and...
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nikonphoto80:
well hopefully he will come back to you. kiss kiss kiss
nyyx:
That really sucks.
If he loves you so much he shouldn't have left
Boys oh Boys.
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[20:03] Jake<3: i feel terrible for leaving u like this chelsea
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: Sweeatheart please don't
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: I just want you to feel happy
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: or at least as much as you can
[20:04] xburlesquegrotesquex: relieved if that works better
[20:05] Jake<3: im gonna go i dont feel good im sorry if i hurt...
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nikonphoto80:
frown frown frown frown that makes me want to cry frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown

i hope you feel better.
pureevull:
sorry to hear that kiddo frown
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Argh.

Again.
nikonphoto80:
why this time? frown
nikonphoto80:
Well maybe you need to give it one more try and pore all your heart out to him and cry and what ever else you can do to make him understand that you miss him.

I have not used that one so I don't not know anything about it, how much was it?
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$@#%@$#%DfgtesT#$%$#Q

Fucking God I hate boys!
No offense to my lovelies out there.
I'm just fed up.
He hasn't done anything else... but I just... argh.
I don't ever TALK TO HIM
Mother fucker!

Come back to fucking Ohio God damn it!

....
Sorry... I'm rather pissed....


On the bright side, I am ordering the Fuji Finepix s9000 tomorrow and I...
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nikonphoto80:
You need to just have a long talk with this boy about how it hurts you that you never get to talk to him and that it is making you really sad.

What made you decided to get that camera? I hope you love it when you get it.
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I shot an estimate of five rolls at the wedding - one black and white, four color. The film alone cost around $45. Eck.
So just to check I went ahead and had the B&W film developed and they are just beautiful. I was so relieved.
Now I am just scared about the color shots... haha.

Nothing going on lately. Just work and sleep mostly.
Did I ever mention I got back with Jake? I know, I know. But I can't help it. I love him too much. He made a promise the come visit as soon as he could afford it

I should of taken a nap when I got back from the wedding... ah, well.
I feel like I never get enough sleep anymore. I am always tired.

Hm.
Well - that's about it.

<3
nikonphoto80:
i'm glad the wedding photos are turning out great.

no you didn't tell us that, I hope it works out better this time.

I hope you have a good night.
presence:
Hope everything works out with you and your guy this time around. smile
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nikonphoto80:
What is the name of the place you work at?

I like pop punk, along with all punk, I like most music.

I'm sure it will go good, I would like to see some of the photos some day.

Why is your journal blank? confused
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Blah, back to work today after two days off.
First day off was rather well spent - new photos developed, a good show at HYAMP (local Punk venue for those of you who forgot), and Taco Bell with Tristan.
Yeah. That was pretty awesome.
Second day... nothing too exciting, but I did get to discuss further about the wedding pictures with the bride and groom.

And...
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nikonphoto80:
I would like to see the new photos.

Who was the punk band and where are they from?

I hope the wedding goes great.

So you enjoy your job?

What made you want to go into Forensic photography
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sureality:
So I noticed you dug the last bailey set! If you are interested you can read about behind the scenes info in my Oct. 31st journal entry. So did you notice the burning car? Most people mised it. Its our fun little "plant".
pskank:
drugs are bad yo!
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So - our local radio station has a haunted house type deal each Halloween. They hold it in the basement of The Keith Albee which is a old theatre that was shut down and is also known very well to be haunted. Me and the ladies decided to check it out - Lena had been before - a few years ago, but Key, Kay and I had not...
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pajamamama:
Thanks! wink
presence:
luffin the new profiler picture.
Happy Halloween doll. kiss
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Applying for colleges fucking sucks. It's so much work.
Blaaah.
And then I have to worry about actually getting in to them.

nikonphoto80:
yes it does.

you will get in, i know you will.
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Well, good news all around I suppose...
I had entered a photo contest at a museum a while ago (I think I mentioned it) and i just heard about the winners today.
One of my photographs got an honorable mention under "Amateur - People - Film" and under "Amateur - People -
Digitally Enhanced" I got 2nd place.

Makes me happy.

=)

Oh, and for anyone in the area they...
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nikonphoto80:
i remember you talking about that, I was wondering what happened with that.

that is great news, how long are they going to be up, I would love to come down and see them if I get the time.

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I have an interview with a photo studio. =)
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tikki:
Good luck biggrin robot
presence:
best of luck tooo you missus miss. kiss