xatreyux

I wanna "Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around"

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Music: NIN - Getting Smaller
Feeling: Bouncy

I ♥ DVD's
I take Photos

FUCK! why do i not update at all anymore?! Anyway...

Last night i had a dream that i had BLEACH blond streaks in my hair...it was wierd...i look horrible with blonde hair...but in my dream i thought i looked great...and what was weirder is that i didnt know how i got them! Hahaha.

I've lost about 3 pounds without realizing it. Yesterday i weighed myself...
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Im watching a show called "Does Europe Hate Us?" These euro kids know whats up dude, i wanna go live with them, haha. Got my paycheck today, yeah, its only 166 bucks. Eff that. The next one should be up to normal though ($240-$260), but thats 2 weeks from tomorrow! UGH! Tuesday is Soilwork, so that should be fun. Brady tells me hes going to...
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Its been awhile since i updated which just goes to show that my life consists of school and work, and boy on the weekends...Im at home for lunch and Im not sure what i would like to have. I could have cereal, or a sandwitch, oh the choices. I bought a new corset to wear with my dress for prom (not sg, but my high...
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Get Richards...

...How could she manipulate him? All Richards does is inflict pain

tell me what that is from (Mikey you cannot answer this...)

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Music: VNV Nation
Feeling: Blank

I ♥ DVD's
I take Photos

Just a quick update; my account has been restored so now i wont be leaving like i thought! YAY!
Saw atreyu and unearth on tuesday, it rocked. Bought a new hoodie, a shot glass, and a new bag. Today i bought season three of 24. i cant wait to re-watch it ...anyway, more sometime later! BYE BYE!

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Music: none...
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couple updates for ya'll. Spent my 3 day weekend with Brady, as usual. Strange weekend, but what hasnt been strange since March 11th? My life, as i know it, has made its cycle from bad, to good, to bad again. Soon, it will circle around to good once more, and i can't wait. I'm tired of being scared, sad, depressed, stressed and angry constantly...I'm also...
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UGH!! this week has been horrid. First my shit gets stolen, then i have to do my senior presentation, and then today i break down infront of my favorite teacher!! I hate how I let things fester inside me till they burst out at the wrong people and then they feel like its their fault...I finally said fuck it and asked my Mom for 100...
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UPDATE!!!!!!
YES!!! i just got a call from an officer Newell in Bellevue saying he found my bag! My tickets, check book, make up and such are still intact, but my wallet is gone...thats ok though. I blocked my card, got a new license...and soon a new SSN...IM SO GIDDY!!! THIS HAD MADE MY DAY JUST A BIT BRIGHTER!!!
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as sad as i am...
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The time has come to buy a new alarm clock. After being melted and having several liquids spilt on it over atleast 4 years, my simple panasonic alarm clock has stopped working on me. I have spent a good part of my morning looking for a new one, but the only ones i can find are all fancy and have too many features. I mean...
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