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im struggling to keep hold of our relationship......the stress of everything right now is killing us
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nikonphoto80:
Have you sat down and talked about everything? Communication is the key to any great relationship.
goodfuckingbye:
You know I'm here if you need me, love ::hugs:: You and Bri are great together, and even though the pressure of everything that's going on around you is making life so difficult, you'll get through it. As nikonphoto says, you need to sit down and try to talk through everything calmly and figure out a plan. Just think about everything you have together...think about little Louis. If anything will keep you going, it's him. Everything will work out hun, I'm sure it will ::hugs:: please talk to me if you need to...it kills me to think of you suffering in silence. Love you :*
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well i walked for 2 and half hours all over the fields and over little bridges and things

thanks for the words of support smile
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rockergrrrl:
I hope you're feeling better hun. Thanks for the compliment on my hair. I was intending to go much brighter but this was the brightest they had at the place where I got it done. Maybe next time! lol

Hope your days get brighter and brighter.
lior:
I got a set and I'm sitting here looking at it in my lounge room. Everything actually feels real now, like I'm def going and not just talking about it biggrin

So excited now biggrin
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im gonna pass on the workout today and go for a long walk instead...i think the fresh air will do me good
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nikonphoto80:
fresh air is always good and your still getting in a little work out so I think you are doing really good.
goodfuckingbye:
I hope your walk helps hun ::hugs:: pm me if you need to. I'm here for you xxx
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i dont feel much like talking today
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rockergrrrl:
frown sorry hun. I hope you feel better soon.

thank you for the compliment on my pics. The Mummy one was a bit freaky wasn't it?
lior:
smile Thanks.
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im so tired...i just did an hours cardio and its totally knackered me out!

theres a chance we will be having a bbq today, since we have a bbq that has never been used and my mum sid they would buy the food......we shall see...it might be tommorrow;.....or knowing my mum, it might never happen.

me and brian were wondering what my mum was gonna...
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nikonphoto80:
Im tired from a crazy weekend and a long drive. Wow an hr of cardio is a long time smile

I hope you did have that bbq.

I really hope your mom will spend more time with you then, maybe this will be good for your relationship.

Well you never know, she may not go thru with that, people who dont know how to drive at an older age hardly ever learn how to drive.

Never give up hope, I have seen people who were treated bad by their parents become close to them years later, some times people have an epiphany and it cases them to make big changes in their life.

lior:
I don't think so. About a year after we first got together we were having some issues, and that's pretty much the only time she's ever really liked him.

I think its more of a matter of her not wanting to see me happy because I 'don't deserve it'. She's said as much before mad
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my sister is buying a house.........

its perfect.

everything i desire in life......big things....small things......they all seem to fall into her lap, and i have to struggle to even make them a possiblity for me.

i feel like shit about this.

i am bitter.

she gets everything
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lior:
Hahaha. I want to get packing too tongue I doubt I'll be packing much really, I don't want to pay the excess baggage or to ship everything over tongue I'm cheap like that biggrin
christinarenee:
Im sorry baby doll *hugs*
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i went to a wedding do last night. it was my friend gemmas wedding.
she onlly had family at the wedding so everyone else was invited to the do.....

my anxiety meant that i really really really didnt want to go.

im a crap friend.


anyways, i went, she looked so beautifull. and so happy. im very proud of her smile

i didnt stay long cos...
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lior:
I don't know what I did to deserve a friend like you kiss

Not long now until November, I'm going to start a count down as soon as I know what date we're leaving tongue
trixxx:
It seems like if you had bad anxeity and still went that it would mean that you are a GREAT friend!
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can i just use this blog to just express how unbelievebly happy i am for my good friend lior, and her fantastic husband bitmapbones.

i am just so happyi could burst.

also...another amazing friend of mine little_em is about to embark on something truly magical and rewarding also....

im so happy that the good people in my life are getting a little back...
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padre:
Are you serious? How? ha ha
sub_monkey:
Thankies for the good wishes. Dad is recovering and back home now smile
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so i have dropped another couple of pounds smile

i didnt work out yesterday morning because i was too ill, but i made my self crack on today and did 75 mins instead of my usual 30, so i think i did ok smile

i can definatly tell that my belly is changing shape. its great to know that my hard work is paying off for once....
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coco:
Right on for the weight loss! biggrin

I'm hanging in there, thanks for the good thoughts. I updated in the Pregnant group. smile
lior:
Thanks hon smile

Now all we need is for everything to go according to plan, and I know it will because I won't let it be any other way tongue
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my first boyfriend( first love n all that jazz) has been a stranger to me since i was about 15.
i treated him so badly, i was a mess...my eating disorder started back then, my self harming, my depression...so i was all over the place, and i took itout on him. i really was a dick.

i would mess with his head, and be really...
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lil_em:
Well I have to be realistic and all the time I have Tessie I can't possibly have small children in the house so I'm thinking age 10+ to start with - apparently the older the children are, the less likely they are to get a decent placement so I wouldn't mind changing that!!

Yeah, I've finally realised that there's no time like the present smile

Please don't mention it on facebook though love, I don't want my fucking mother knowing! Ta

xx
lior:
They were yum, we ate the lot and I was feeling a bit sick tongue Aaron ate most of them though biggrin
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shanedoe:
very good haircut. wink
thanks about the pics
lior:
If there's something you want in there let me know and I'll make one specially for you smile

And I'm dropping the prices too - only just realised its all in US dollars, so everything is more expensive than I'd intended tongue
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lil_em:
You're welcome honey smile

I'm glad it's working so well for us both!

Keep up the good work and let me know how you get on. I haven't done another fitness test in a couple of weeks so I'm thinking I might be due one soon? I'll let you know smile

Have a lovely evening. I'm working in the cab but sat at home waiting for a job..... meh.

xx
lior:
I think because the recruiters get a bonus for each person who shows up to the interview, so lies = more shows I guess.