so, here's the deal:
You spend almost two weeks missing sleep, worrying, loving, talking, stressing, wishing, needing, thinking of and more or less throwing yourself (and feelingsheart) at someone you feel as if they're the perfect match for you.
with only 8 days left until you finally get to say "dreams come true", they get offended by a misunderstanding and are willing to sacrifice, not only the time spent, but an entire future with you.
over one fucking thing.
what does this say?
maybe they're too immature to work out their problems?
maybe they're looking for some excuse NOT to see yoube with you?
Or, maybe they never loved you...
I honestly don't know what he next week will bring, but I know what I want and who I want to be with...
I know who I want to grow old with...
I know what's in my heart.
If they're willing to throw away a future due to a fucking misunderstanding, it's their own loss.
Inevitably, this is not only going to crush me but, I honestly don't ever want to feel this in love again.
EVER.
"Please tell me you're just feeling tired. Because if it's more than that I fear that I might break"
I still love you and always will.
I honestly only want three things in this world.
1. To be in love.
2. To know I'm loved w\o having to question it. Feeling safe and secure with the one I'm with.
3. To have/build a complete family. Marriage and the whole sha-bang
You spend almost two weeks missing sleep, worrying, loving, talking, stressing, wishing, needing, thinking of and more or less throwing yourself (and feelingsheart) at someone you feel as if they're the perfect match for you.
with only 8 days left until you finally get to say "dreams come true", they get offended by a misunderstanding and are willing to sacrifice, not only the time spent, but an entire future with you.
over one fucking thing.
what does this say?
maybe they're too immature to work out their problems?
maybe they're looking for some excuse NOT to see yoube with you?
Or, maybe they never loved you...
I honestly don't know what he next week will bring, but I know what I want and who I want to be with...
I know who I want to grow old with...
I know what's in my heart.
If they're willing to throw away a future due to a fucking misunderstanding, it's their own loss.
Inevitably, this is not only going to crush me but, I honestly don't ever want to feel this in love again.
EVER.
"Please tell me you're just feeling tired. Because if it's more than that I fear that I might break"
I still love you and always will.
I honestly only want three things in this world.
1. To be in love.
2. To know I'm loved w\o having to question it. Feeling safe and secure with the one I'm with.
3. To have/build a complete family. Marriage and the whole sha-bang