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Time presses,
and I am ready.
My heart accepts the finality.

Its something I know and accept.
Its something that is right.

For staying feeds pain and misery.
defines by quite desires,
hidden thoughts,
and solitary thoughts of together.

I know where hearts lay,
and where happiness is received.

My mind is made up,
so its time.
Time to just let go.

In reality it was never reality,
just the hope and desires of a jester.
Playing for laughs,
because its all he could muster.
Playing for hope,
because it's all I ever believed.

With my heart set,
ready to let go.
I cry.
I prepare.
It is time.

Then with one whisper,
spoke in candy accent,
and all that I know that's real,
doesn't count.
And all that I know is right,
doesn't matter.
All that is just,
doesn't pertain.

The only thing that does,
is that I love you.

and I'll settle,
because without it,
I fear having no worth.

Not to others,
but to myself.

So ill wait,
because we will be together,
even if it's just in my dreams.

For that is where my reality resides.