Monday May 16, 2005

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i'm looking forward to life settling down again...so i can focus on something more important than laundry, or bills.
this weekend wasn't as exciting as i'd hoped.
our car broke down last night. it's the heating coil...my coolant leaked out everywhere. so, hopefully it will get fixed today.
i got to sleep a lot this morning. i love sleep. i think i can lift cars...
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Thursday May 12, 2005

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i was on edge today.
i put in my notice and bitched everyone at work out for not helping me...then tore up the letter after talking to winter.
damn practicallity...damn security.
so, i need to find a job...then quit.
this job is getting to me...don't know how much more i can take.

girlscouts went surprisingly well.
i need to sleep for a long time.
at...
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theocean______:
Oh yea, check out her dad's site at Alpha Health . His contact info is on there, and he always gets and is cool with calls totally out of the blue... But you can tell him his daughter told you about him anyway.

hypermediocrity:
my sister had eczema over 95% of her face as a baby, so i know how crappy it is.

cortisone creme is a miracle. hope your girlie feels better.

Wednesday May 11, 2005

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ok...quick post before bed.
the rollergirls rocked the earl!
if you weren't there, then you're just going to have to catch me in hooker wear some other time...not that that's a hard endeavor. i had fun whipping people for money and tucking it in my cleavage. it was only my second time whipping...i really think i could get into it given the chance. i think...
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onie:
i wish i woulda been there.. sounds like you had a great time.. anything that ends in whipping is always fun.
sometimes the greatest breakthrus come from the greatest breakdowns. im sure you will find your balance and peace. knowing is half the battle i hear. so maybe your halfways to a solution.
most jobs suck... um.. wait.. i hate to work so that could be just my opinion. wink

Tuesday May 10, 2005

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today was good.
even though i didn't get much sleep, i was surprisingly alert.
i shrugged off the world all day.
enjoyed the sun...took my time...had an frozen mocha.
enjoyed and laughed with my kids.
didn't let the girlscout meeting stress me out. it really helps that today was the last one. i shall never ever never be a leader again! fuck what the parents...
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___k:
Good hair cuts & fresh dye always makes me feel better about myself. I say go for it. If you don't like it, you can re-dye it, re-cut it, or at worst, re-grow it.

What's a life lived without chances?


[k]

Monday May 09, 2005

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i'm going to be having a lot more alone time.
life is changing, and the upcoming choas was starting to overwhelm me.
so...i'm going to use this time to get things in order. i need more order in my life...less clutter.
at the same time, i need to stop trying to get everything done RIGHT NOW!
change is something i can be in control of...especially...
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theocean______:
I'm definitely here for you, babe. Call, email, IM, in person, whatever. Let me know. smile

Sometimes change really sucks.

Sunday May 08, 2005

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my mind is itchy.
i want to pop out of my skin.
i don't know what i need right now to make it better.
distraction?
to stop thinking so much?
i never quite know.

rachel was sick with an ear infection...had a fever of 102, so i had to take her to the hospital.
i think she's feeling better now.
i slept most of the...
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Saturday Apr 30, 2005

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ok...so two people i know are pissing me off.
and this time it's not my family.
i'm still waiting for my car to get here...i won't be getting to asheville until tonight. kind of sucks...i'd wanted more time. i think i need to stay away from people for a while...but i'm never very good at that. i think i'm too forgiving.
i'm eating ramen out...
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aproximation:
Did you buy a new car?

I generaly have a low self opinion, but I hope to overcome that, and so I present my bound cock, as you requested.
Be merciful... blush

Friday Apr 29, 2005

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it has been a day of much relaxation.
i slept in...i got to the bank just in time.
i got to hang out with my family, and some good friends.
didn't practice violin...shame on me.
my performance will be another non-practiced job.
i have nowhere fun to sleep in asheville, so it looks like i'll be staying at my g-ma's house.
i need to do...
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dragonborn:
RE:I will be at the Earl to support you ladies!!!

See you there!!!

biggrin wink biggrin kiss kiss kiss biggrin wink biggrin

Wednesday Apr 27, 2005

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wow, life is strange.
i've been thinking about love, and what it means all day...wanted to make a post about it...checked my friend's list, and apparently, everyone is thinking about love today. how freaky.

ever since i've been invloved with winter, i've been more careful about saying "i love you." it used to be that i said the words to test people, or to make...
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onie:
i feel like trying to "understand" love sometimes. Its a romantic idea to be able to break it down in logical terms but as we know.. love is in the heart and has no place in the head nor is it really the love being examine by the time it reaches the head.. so love is in the heart and cannot leave the heart unless its in the "astral heart" of course..
i have the same tendency.. i am all or nothing.. holy shit.. are we clones or something kiss !
we need to hang out more.. seriously... we are a lot alike i think!
your a sweety kiss
X
Onie
libertylux:
it is amazing to me how I can feel love so strongly
yet so quickly
and so differently than i ever have before.

I'm enjoying the ride.

Tuesday Apr 26, 2005

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damn...i'm tired.
this week sucks ass.
i'm ready for it to be over.
i have so much to do i actually had to write down a schedule.
it's all shit that MUST be done if i want my life to run smoothly.
and somewhere in all that, i need to squeeze in time to practice ave maria for daniel's ash scattering on sunday.
so the...
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onie:
im so sorry about your friend.. i think the hardest part would be the long wait for the ash scattering buti hope it brings you closure if you havent had it yet.
cars are good to have.
sometimes i feel lonely too.. i hope you find what your looking for and no.. ive looked and its not in the yellow pages.. try google!
kiss
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