i was on edge today.
i put in my notice and bitched everyone at work out for not helping me...then tore up the letter after talking to winter.
damn practicallity...damn security.
so, i need to find a job...then quit.
this job is getting to me...don't know how much more i can take.
girlscouts went surprisingly well.
i need to sleep for a long time.
at least i have nothing i need to do tomorrow after work.
tonight destiny has been scratching herself till bleeding in misery.
i hate eczema.
perhaps, that's what i'll be doing tomorrow...taking her to the doctor. i think we need to just live there, to have a doctor on call...or get her a skin transplant. the worst of it is not being able to do anything to aleviate the misery of your child. on a small degree, i know how the jews felt as their kids were taken away and tortured...or chidren in other times, other cultures, and the current times too, were taken, and raped, or killed in front of the parents. ok, i guess i'm exaggerating, but it sucks. i have an overactive imagination.
i'm done hating myself...right now i'm hating everyone else.
although today i realised how thankful i am to know all the truly amazing and magikal people i do.
today i got the letter from ga state, and i wasn't accepted. i don't know what i'm going to do now...it was my mental saving grace. my gpa was down to 2.01 because of the last two classes i failed because of anxiety issues...and to be accepted, you need to have a 2.5. wish i still had the 3.6 i had in high school.
so...i need a better job. even selling my body to the night is better than putting up with what i do every day.
anyone want to be whipped?
i put in my notice and bitched everyone at work out for not helping me...then tore up the letter after talking to winter.
damn practicallity...damn security.
so, i need to find a job...then quit.
this job is getting to me...don't know how much more i can take.
girlscouts went surprisingly well.
i need to sleep for a long time.
at least i have nothing i need to do tomorrow after work.
tonight destiny has been scratching herself till bleeding in misery.
i hate eczema.
perhaps, that's what i'll be doing tomorrow...taking her to the doctor. i think we need to just live there, to have a doctor on call...or get her a skin transplant. the worst of it is not being able to do anything to aleviate the misery of your child. on a small degree, i know how the jews felt as their kids were taken away and tortured...or chidren in other times, other cultures, and the current times too, were taken, and raped, or killed in front of the parents. ok, i guess i'm exaggerating, but it sucks. i have an overactive imagination.
i'm done hating myself...right now i'm hating everyone else.
although today i realised how thankful i am to know all the truly amazing and magikal people i do.
today i got the letter from ga state, and i wasn't accepted. i don't know what i'm going to do now...it was my mental saving grace. my gpa was down to 2.01 because of the last two classes i failed because of anxiety issues...and to be accepted, you need to have a 2.5. wish i still had the 3.6 i had in high school.
so...i need a better job. even selling my body to the night is better than putting up with what i do every day.
anyone want to be whipped?
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cortisone creme is a miracle. hope your girlie feels better.